It was super great to meet you today!! I hope you love the pin I gave you 👉👈 I was the Pirate Kaeya cosplayer with Trucker Kaeya AU story

I have so many ideas and goals and things I want to make and games I want to play but my mind feels like a very loud and bright pinball machine all the time. I can't even remember to take my medication properly and I hate myself for it... I'm so jealous of people who function perfectly without meds.

that's not to say i don't enjoy what i'm doing. I love creating and getting to do custom hoodie orders is so therapeutic and exciting to me.

There's just days where the ADHD Paralysis where I can't even get out of bed but I keep saying "i need to get up. I have orders to do" over and over again.

I think the thing that's not talked about in a lot of ADHD creatives is the amount of things that we pick up to the point we overwhelm ourselves

I'm ruining my heart health by the amount of energy drinks i'm consuming self-medicating to get things done because i can't find the drive without it

I'm still working on building myself and my branding. Currently Etsy is my primary focus in comparison to twitch at the moment, hence the on/off streams and posts. So please forgive this void fae for being a little delayed;;;;

I haven't prioritized my shop the starting half of this year and I've been trying to keep my workload light since starting it back up... so finally having a sudden spur of orders before I even got the chance to figure out how i wanted to do my end of year sale, it's crazy to me

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