im unicorn but i am car...im unicar

mraww

Can't make this into a very long as thread

Again, have an umazing year, everyone 🐎

I feel like deciding on a new year's resolution would be too much to ask from myself who's still struggling to normalize a lot of things for my mental health first but I will maybe try to put myself more out there... 😩

Maybe 2026 is the time i open something up for new people, maybe it's not. We will know the view from the top of the hill when we get there...

It's still very difficult for me to find human connections (aside from my handful of very special friends that look out for me)
I haven't been present in any social spheres, and that's something I decided that I cannot fix immediately for many reasons.

It's not a starkly different year than the last, I wont be pretentious that it was a "great year" but it was a step further from wishing myself unliving whenever I wake up ww

I still get anxiety attacks every time I log on to my irl sns, but i hope to build up the tenacity to take on one small step at a time. The things I try to fight within myself is still very hard to put to words but I am always grateful to everyday there are things i look forward to and keep me going

Compared to the previous, 2025 has more positive things to look back on. Possibly the biggest thing is that I was offered to continue working with an indie mobile game (cannot fully disclose which due to NDA) and had been slowly rebuilding my finances (very very slowly, I want a JP trip revenge...)

Ahh yeah it's for only steam specifically

im using it as a focus timer but it's a hang-out co-app for the busy folks ww

store.steampowered.com/app/3707400/...