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Call me Mae or Vee
call me? Maybe?
Driviiing
December 23, 2025 at 10:33 AM
And also talking about my rapist... I hadn't felt that way since 2022... It was really awful, I hate sharing my work with him and I wish him a really painful life. I hope he suffers the same type of pain that he inflicted on me, directly and indirectly.
December 20, 2025 at 11:11 AM
Also today I don't have any plans and I'm feeling lonely and sad af, I want to throw up
December 20, 2025 at 11:07 AM
Also they always hung out on Fridays (when I never can) and at like 8-9pm when I wake up at 5am every day except on weekends. And always like, super far away from my home and in hours when there isn't public transport (and it's not a good part of the city)...
December 20, 2025 at 11:05 AM
If I'm being honest I'm sad about loosing just two of them who I considered to be really good friends. Idk, it just feels ugly, I've been in the same situation with people even if I never saw them and they never kicked me out of their groups because they know how busy life can be
December 20, 2025 at 11:00 AM
Tbh I feel like shit because it's true that I could've made more effort to see them but also they never even bothered to just try to be more flexible to see me either
December 20, 2025 at 10:58 AM
Like, I never saw them and our contact had been reduced a lot in the past three years, but idk
Me still being in the group was my way of still have a little bit of contact with them and know if I would be able to see them or not
December 20, 2025 at 10:57 AM
One of my friend groups has kicked me out and I'm truly sad because I'm part at fault for it
December 20, 2025 at 10:56 AM
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December 20, 2025 at 1:24 AM
Okay so
My anxiety is through the roof today...
December 7, 2025 at 9:40 PM
I'm so fucking tired of my fuck ass alcoholic parents
December 4, 2025 at 5:37 AM
I need holidays so bad help
December 1, 2025 at 7:14 AM
I had a really good day today, I went to have a dialogue about our living situation and then I went to a little concert in an occupied social centre with other alternative people hehehe
November 29, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Idk why I'm getting so much acne on my forehead, help ;-;
November 29, 2025 at 4:00 PM
Yesterday I spent way too much money in thermal clothing but I really needed it...
November 26, 2025 at 5:14 AM
I hate it when my dad comes home drunk :/
November 21, 2025 at 11:26 PM
I fucking hate my neighbours
November 21, 2025 at 5:12 PM
I need blue mushrooms but only white and yellow ones pop up ;-; how I'm supposed to advance with the event
November 21, 2025 at 7:04 AM
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November 17, 2025 at 7:13 AM
I don't want to go to work today, I need to do a lot of stuff before the first class ;-;
November 17, 2025 at 4:56 AM
Well now my hair is blue :/
November 16, 2025 at 4:54 PM
I smell like tangerines and pine trees hehehe
November 16, 2025 at 8:41 AM
Thank god I had pastel pink now it's going to be light lilac and not baby blue (I want it to fade to white hehehe)
My hair is turning blue, I should've bought a purple dye instead of a lilac one
November 15, 2025 at 9:49 AM
My hair is turning blue, I should've bought a purple dye instead of a lilac one
November 15, 2025 at 9:39 AM
My work is killing me tbh
November 13, 2025 at 10:12 AM