A life where I'm able to do the things I enjoy without an immense struggle and so much pain. I don't necessarily need a life where I'm fully happy - my expectations have been lowered too much over time for that. But one where I have some amount of contentment? Or comfort?

Yeah fr Xitter is such a shit hole

I mean the thing is I‘m getting pressured into behaving cuz if I say something about him not deadnaming me I get told by my family to not ruin christmas and I should stop putting so much pressure on that topic.
Sorry for not wanting to get a stab in my tummy sensation everytime my deadname is used.

Right that's what I said, let's keep it a secret shhhhh