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sxullit.bsky.social
we still talk about you burning resolve... and by we i mean me and my demons anyway kanade doodle #pjsk_FA
im too lazy for alt sorry anyway kana3 AUGH
January 19, 2026 at 10:19 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
"draw your fav character with your problems"
ok! (｡^ ‿^♡) #subparse #lordkillmebeforeikms
a chibi herbie looking dreamfull to his side, his tongue sticking out. hes a freakster. "i wanna jerk my shit." but that freak immediately dies down. herbie looks down into his pants with disappointment, absolutely speechless. (god knew id be way too powerful with a peenar so they took it away </3 I WISH I WAS CIS BRO OKAU IM GONNA CRINE) the first panel shows a tired, sweating herbie outside during a sunny day. he has a pleasant expression on his face, enjoying the fresh air. "man i should go out more. its so nice outside toda-" but his thoughts are cut short. his nose is bleeding cause of the EVIL SUN in the second panel. "nevermind." theres a little herbling on the corner, bleeding out on the floor and crying. i cant go out to the sun much because my nose bleeds SO easily. sigh a very annoyed, tweaking out herbie sitting on the couch having the absolute worst day of his life. "jesus i CANT. stay sober. i gotta relapse so badly." a trembling, crazed herbling holding a can of redbull. having terrible heart palpitations. right beside him is beejling, concerned for his wellbeing. J: how many cans have you drunk today again? H: ...20. J: arent you.. anemic?? (HES GONNA DIE BEEJ) first panel shows a very lovely herbling showing his appreciation and love for beejling, making him fluster. H: i love you i dont want anyone else to love you the way i do if you died id kms ily that much. a very huge timeskip of 20 seconds and now herbling hates beejling. making him cry in confusion. H: SHUT THE FUCK UP I HATE YOU I HOPE YOU DIE!!! this is like very exaggerated but let a man make fun of his own problems for gods sake...... a humpback- VERY very humpback herbie in pjamas smoking while staring into the oblivion. "lord every inch of my body aches... i just wanna sleep bruh." a very stressed herbie in a psychiatrist appointment. he is trying to distract himself by drawing but its not helping. ?: okay so you might have pseudopsychosis. H: ??? what now? (his ass was NOT listening) idk i have never went to a psychiatrist but my parents are THIS close to setting an appointment for me. i think it would go this way a very upset herbling clutching his head as he gets terrible migraine attacks. its so bad he even starts crying. notice how every herbie has eyebags....? heh....i cantsleep lord takemy life. i also have like a bajillion more problems i can draw but then it would get boring oops
January 18, 2026 at 11:26 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
idk bout you but i was making PEAK
a panel from a comic i made when i was 7-8 (i think?). two characters that are only heads for some reason??? are hitting the :^ expression. idk i dont remember the context at all i have SO many old undertale and undertale OC art. i still keep them to this day ToT
January 13, 2026 at 11:15 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
sigh. you got me. im a two faced doucheba- wait.... two faced....?
young Lorne and Robert from the hit show Subparse drawn over a shot from the Project Diva MV for the song "Ura-Omote Lovers". favorite song since i was just a tiny little kid i dont play about two faced lovers
January 7, 2026 at 6:52 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
biblically accurate rolor
Lorne and Robert drawn as a sterotypical yaoi couple. Lorne has an extremely huge build with broad shoulders and huge pecks. sternly looking forward. holding a twinkified , small Robert against his chest
January 4, 2026 at 11:56 AM
sxullit.bsky.social
NOOOO COMPUTER NOOOO THAT WASNT EVEN AN OPTION NOOAAUHH
a cute fat herbling drawn over a rendered herbie looking into your soul.
January 3, 2026 at 10:12 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
AUAUGHGFHHH 😢😢😭😭😢😢🙁🙁🙁😢😭😭😢😭😭🙁😢😢🙁🙁🙁😭😭🙁
doodle of me hugging big handsome bear and ugly crying. if i got a cent for everytime i drew myself hugging a polar bear id have two cents.
January 1, 2026 at 5:09 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
#subparse nation do we agree with this or does anyone have any other ideas???? gotta know for future drawings
screenshot of me yapping in discord. im the only one in that server. i might be a little delusional.
January 1, 2026 at 10:26 AM
sxullit.bsky.social
im not quite sure.... but i can get rid of him for you if you want
threathening robertling with a lighter. his execution will be 08/08/88 style
December 29, 2025 at 9:53 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
that ugly moldfart has to be my favorite character to draw. his design is just so perfect
robertling smoking a big fat blunt and drinking beer like the king he is. "dream lifestyle"
December 29, 2025 at 9:44 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
eufghhh i dont have time to draw i have to study for my exams. please accept these small doodles from a few days ago

im most likely getting alcohol markers tho so i might do more traditional art soon hastag yay #subparse #yaoiparse #RELEASEME
a poorly drawn Dunk smiling brightly and blushing. one of [P]'s tentacles pressing against him as a gesture of love. "Punk canon TRUST" a moldfart Robert licking Lorne and having a little taste Lorne isnt too happy about it a very terrorized looking Lorne watching Robert scratch his butt nonchalantly. i need whatever this man is on istg Big J looking at Herbert's beautiful high thigh socks in absolute disgust and shock. Herbie absolutely rocks them tho Big J is just a part pooper BJ: ?? (pure confusion) H: what.
December 29, 2025 at 9:28 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
my brain is beyond fried oh mygofd
unfinished subparse-pilled lego flower
December 20, 2025 at 9:10 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
okay so i may be able to get one so we are good!!!!!!1!1!1!1! but id love it if you guys shipped a cardboard cutout of herbie..... just sayin....
a very happy emoji. thats me hi
December 13, 2025 at 3:22 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
AUUFJGHGHFGHAHAAGGAHGHHHHHNNNNNOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭
WHYDID YOU FO THIS TIO HIM tha skfor the drawing ideai mean what WHHHHGYYYY
December 8, 2025 at 11:37 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
ive actually been making cookies super frequently lately. which isnt something i normally do , as im not the best when it comes to cooking or baking.

idk. something about making cookies specifically is so fun
picture of unbaked chocolate chip cookies with marshmallows on top. they also have marshmallows inside. its a sugar bomb
December 7, 2025 at 3:57 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
🧵 (2/3) °❀.ೃ࿔*
#subparse #sendusstuff
a long ass letter of me yapping on the left in between the letter there's the cteamlings all smiling joyfully. on the right there's my anniversary C_Gal , brightly smiling. isnt she gorgeoussss!!! also im sorry i aint typing allat so please excuse my terrible handwriting
December 6, 2025 at 9:46 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
happy sub_versaryyyy!!! here's my anniversary C_Gal! also yes i made another messy abstract art with her cause man... why not?

this one is heavily inspired by "bake no hana". definitely give it a listen!!

i highly advise checking the alt text <3
🧵(1/3) (✿ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)⁾⁾
#subparse #sendusstuff
a super edgy and messy drawing of a distressed C_Gal/[A] , pulling on her hair and curling up to herself. she's actually crying but its hard to see. she has a gothic style dress with frills , detailed with pearls and dark lilies. she has a messy bun and slightly longer hair. her face is censored with a bunch of dark lilies , blood dripping down. overlaid on C_Gal there are symbols of every C_Team member– though hard to see –and the words "are we real ?" written with runes. the background is abstract and dark , with lily overlays and blood splatters. there are lyrics of the song "bake no hana". – dark lilies typically symbolize death and grief just like any other black flower , but also derealization. i think that kind of fits the theme of the episode? also the overall vibe i wanted to go with. – normal lilies on the other hand symbolize reincarnation and purity. again , i like to think that [A] somehow "reincarnated" as C_Gal. so i used that theme again but with lilies this time. – pearls are both elegant which fit her dress , but also are typically associated with tears and grief. since i drew her crying it fit well the song bake no hana by nakiso has a bunch of meanings i thought work well so i used that song and the cover art as a referance. – it uses "flower" as a metaphor for transformation. – depression and identity crisis is a big part , which i think [A] has struggled with during her first times as C_Gal. – the song in master difficulty in pjsk has 1003 notes and its theorized that it symbolizes mizuki (the focus character) distancing from her friends. i thought it fit , as in "[A] got distanced from her crewmates after her death". alt version of the same drawing. couldnt decide which one looks better so i decided to post both
December 6, 2025 at 9:46 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
i mean... it DOES look like C_Gal if you squint hard enough.... right... right?
wip of a very stressed C_Gal without a face. she's wearing a victorian gothic style dress with flower and pearl motifs. i'd like to call her anniversary C_Gal... i like that... i will share the full design of her once im done with the drawing tomorrow 🤍
December 5, 2025 at 8:34 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
more. subparse doodles. mostly herbie. and my son. ok
ignore the terrible lightling please –Hertha looking at her side with a calm expression on her face. tried a slightly different hair style for her and it fit so well. also theres me sticking my tongue out hi –two Julien doodles of him being the shy twink he is. jk i love him. "is he stupid" –Herbling loafing and purring. –a small mad Beej "why is bro so mad" –jealous Herbie with tears in his eyes. sad jealous. P is apologizing to him in the background. theres also a very angry Herbling on the corner –"i want to be sandwiched between them oughhh" inbetween Herbert and Hertha –P trying to make amends with Herbie. theyre on the floor , with Herbie sitting and P leaning against him. –"genderbent P is such a queen" and its just P with long lashes. –a very mad Hertha side eyeing you. –Herthaling struggling on the floor
December 3, 2025 at 4:28 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
here are some that arent as shitty as the others!!! i settled on the one at the top but still ill tweak a few things.

also took heavy inspo from a victorian Hertha i doodled a couple days ago
doodles of C_Gal on different cute outfits woth a bunch of yap an unfinished drawing of Hertha wearing a nice victorian style shirt and skirt. i like it so much that ill use something similar for C_Gal. also will finish this soon. i just gotta finish the first anniversary one and another wip im working on 🤍🤍
December 3, 2025 at 4:20 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
LET A MAN BE DELUSIONAL IN PEACE....
me giving Herbie a lick. tastes like expensive colonge and sea salt
December 3, 2025 at 4:10 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
but at what cost....
quick doodle of Vinny , me irl (i couldnt decide on who to draw so i just drew myself cosplaying Herbie </3) and Herbert. Vinny and i are both covered in tomatoes. Vincent is looking to their right with a dreamy , curious expression , fantasizing about kissing Big J. i on the other hand am looking down in disappointment. i even dressed up for this... damnit.... H: "i fucking HATE you both." N: "well... shit man."
December 3, 2025 at 4:03 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
#subparse nation i need help which one of these outfits fit C_Gal best??? ignore how shitty they are i promise it'll look good in the end , ill add more details and accessories depending on which one looks better
two C_Gal doodles on paper with terrible lighting. in the first one she's wearing a cute victorian dress (which im planning to make either burguny or a dark pink) with cute bows. its a little more coquette , popping out from the background and general vibe. captures her cuteness i think??? idk in the second one she's wearing a cute blouse with frills and jabot , with rose details around her. will be a little more gothic , blending in with the background nicely and fit the overall vibe with the dark colors and roses.
December 2, 2025 at 7:36 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
AHFSFHJJHSHSC DUNK GETS IT. P is such an adorable fella
quick Punk doodle. Dunk is holding one of [P]'s tentacles , giving it a little peck like the gentleman he is. [P] looks away shyly , closing his "mouth" with a tentacle.
November 30, 2025 at 1:56 AM
sxullit.bsky.social
im not the best at lineart :(
same drawing but terribly lined
November 28, 2025 at 8:04 PM