It's so funny how something small can be uplifting in a real way. I think so much of feeling love for me is being understood... I literally said.... cut as much as you want and and she gave me perfection. Media is a wasteland. Politicians are disappointing. My faith keeps me hopeful and grateful.

I had to delete that lol. Just almost though, bc they're complicit in getting us here. The movies and tv told me there'd be people outside holding newspapers screaming extra extra when shit got crazy. Might need to go back to that.