Nothing wrong with finding a fictional character hot

Not saying my adult friend wasnt a good friend, we had good moments, but im just tired of always being the one reaching out. So im done. At least it will lesson the blow for when im eventually gone.

My other friend is kind like that, bless her soul fr, love em to pieces -> but I need ADULT friends who I can discuss adult subject matter with. I will not be that person that trauma dumps on a child lmaoo. But they're an amazing friend to me and I to them.

Ive just been distancing myself cause im so tired of feeling like a charity case. We can just send each other tiktoks and thats that. Gonna find people irl who actually want to spend time with me, even on my off days... People who care enough to simply just ask "how are you doing?" out of the blue.

Did this and immediatly went back to bed rotting haha. Im gonna try again today

I love you. 💚💚💚

My biggest fear is im off in college and your dead in your fucking room. I love you so much ma. Your the only one thats there for me unconditionally. Even if I do suppress who I am and how I feel... im not going to risk you viewing me differently. Whenever it happens... ill be following you soon ma

You want me to thrive in life and not worry about you. But how could I ever do that when you rely on me for so much. Your sending me off to a college when you cant even feed yourself. You dont take care of yourself. You dont show me that you'll be ok when I leave.

Ive watched you near death so many times. Stayed by your side for years as your body is in pain. A long time ago I commited to when you died that would be the end of my life to. I still havent changed my mind on that. Ill never tell you any of this.. it would break your heart.

Every action I take is to please you. I feel like I actually do know who I am and what I want sometimes... but none of that matters in the end. I hardly value my life outside of what I can do to keep you happy and safe. You've given me so much anxiety with your health.

Ok good and np, I always try to respect someones pronouns. 💚 I use to also draw smut where I worked at, but in the breakroom x]. I would just flip to an innocent page if someone wanted to see what I was making.

Ah sorry just saw from your other account your pronouns are they/them I didnt intentionally misgender you!