i have doubts ai will ever be good for the global collective, from my perspective i really feel like it is humanity's mistake of the century. now, i dont feel like it will end the world but, i just think that ai generated videos will be disastrous for the justice system. think of ai fake evidence.

theres also a weird contrast between the "if you dont fuck youre a loser" and then also "you should never be vulnerable" which adds cognitive dissonance into the mix. i mean we also dont really have much space or time in the world to party like the millennials did, todays world is isolated.

i think it stems from the 2016 cringe compilation era on youtube. this kind of gave us a hyper self awareness which i think has ties to the current "vulnerability is cringe" era. recently i have been coming to terms with my fear of vulnerability and how it affects my art. the self censoring

access to porn online at too young has sort of made me subconsciously carry more shame and resentment around sex. also, sexuality is vulnerability, being too vulnerable is seen as socially cringe, so its anything to avoid that vulnerability. its everybody gotta be tough guys and above that weakness.

is it... caffinated??

ah, i thought you meant the education system as a whole including everything

not to mention how expensive it can get, the ludicrous college prices

i used to have more patience and dedication to my craft before living in isolation started really getting to me, this is my biggest issue i think, all i really enjoy these days is my naps. yes i will be speaking to my doctor about this

i just think its cool, thats all. i have high respect for the time and patience you put into things as i struggle with that personally