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sutarai.bsky.social
✩ sutashiro
@sutarai.bsky.social
16 | he/him trans | mahiro... | i just post whatever i want here | tw: vent acc
im so tired.
November 13, 2024 at 2:07 PM
i dont want your false toxic positivity and comfort just leave me alone
November 12, 2024 at 12:31 AM
just heal already i wanna cut more
November 12, 2024 at 12:21 AM
just leave me alone
November 12, 2024 at 12:18 AM
i dont wanna be considered as the smart kid anymore but i love being participative and active, i love learning shit ffs.. why do people suck i hate being treated like this
November 9, 2024 at 3:41 AM
cant i just get some rest
November 2, 2024 at 1:28 PM
in the end, im still the one who have to fix everything and play as your therapist. great
why do i have to deal with other peoples suffering i already have my plate full trying to be a functional person why cant you just take care of yourself for once im so tried being a fucking therapist for you
November 2, 2024 at 12:56 PM
cant i just restart everything and just start from scratch
November 2, 2024 at 11:06 AM
just let me run away please
November 2, 2024 at 11:05 AM
i wish i wasnt mentally ill i wish i wasnt surrounded with mentally ill people i wish i was just a normal person surrounded with normal people whom i dont have to babysit everytime and try to convince not to kill themselves everytime
November 2, 2024 at 11:05 AM
i had so much planned today. why did you have to ruin it.
November 2, 2024 at 8:42 AM
www i was doing so well and that just had to happen.
November 2, 2024 at 6:47 AM
good night.
November 2, 2024 at 6:33 AM
i just wanna avoid everything
November 2, 2024 at 6:27 AM
im such a pretentious piece of shit lol i cant even help anyone
November 2, 2024 at 6:27 AM
i still have my noose, thats a great idea
November 2, 2024 at 6:23 AM
why do i have to deal with other peoples suffering i already have my plate full trying to be a functional person why cant you just take care of yourself for once im so tried being a fucking therapist for you
November 2, 2024 at 6:21 AM
wow my only friend is guilt tripping me lol
October 27, 2024 at 5:18 AM
why do i have to eat :(
October 26, 2024 at 7:46 AM
im already so tired but i still have a lot i need finished this night. i cant even schedule a day of just resting cus im already packed till december. god i need a break
October 25, 2024 at 11:09 AM
and boom, now after like 4-5 months of this bs im finally relapsing and going back to where i was. very depressing but it is what it is i guess
i havent stayed up this late in ages (trying to fix my life made me a more busy and tired person..)
October 24, 2024 at 5:14 PM
i havent stayed up this late in ages (trying to fix my life made me a more busy and tired person..)
October 24, 2024 at 5:13 PM
as much as i dont wanna lie to them, i dont want them to feel bad, but i also dont want them to feel like im not there for them. this thing has gotten to a point where im bottling up my emotions again, when i was trying so hard not to. i couldnt open up because it was always them.
i love my friends and i do wanna be there for them and help them as much as i can but there are moments that i just cant be there for them, and like i dont wanna be vocal about it or theyll feel guilty but god is it so tiring. i have so much responsibilities, work and my own health to prioritize.
October 24, 2024 at 3:13 PM
i love my friends and i do wanna be there for them and help them as much as i can but there are moments that i just cant be there for them, and like i dont wanna be vocal about it or theyll feel guilty but god is it so tiring. i have so much responsibilities, work and my own health to prioritize.
October 24, 2024 at 3:08 PM
so much workload wah...
October 24, 2024 at 3:06 PM