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Hope crossed my heart
An example of this is that when we first met I absolutely told you some of the weirdest things possible such as "I watch Baki and Breaking Bad" which is something I actually regretted right after I said. I actually went home ashamed of this but yeah I told you anyway.
January 20, 2026 at 3:50 PM
I think you can see how I'm often in mental anguish because it's not like I don't care about what others think I do care. But the fact I care doesn't mean I hide all of my weirdness. What I do is that I act weird then after I'm home I start to think about all weird things I said and get sad.
January 20, 2026 at 3:37 PM
I am effortlessly weird. But. Because I don't mask... I go home thinking people (even other LGBTs) hate me and see me as an abomination. This leaves me in some sort of "marooned" condition because I lack superficial charm. All I have is my actual charm which causes terrible first impressions.
January 20, 2026 at 3:26 PM
I am glad I am none of those things. No big boobs. No cuteness either.
January 8, 2026 at 4:52 PM
I just disposed of all my old drawings. But after a while I found myself just not drawing porn anymore. I used to draw a lot 16 years ago...
January 8, 2026 at 4:40 PM
green pasta death
January 4, 2026 at 3:25 PM
Ah moli = death. So I guess it's something like beating up the mass to the death.
January 4, 2026 at 3:24 PM
moli = mochi? I am mochi enthusiast
January 4, 2026 at 3:23 PM
Hope crossed my heart
January 2, 2026 at 1:33 PM
Whenever homosexuals have straight sex I can never see this positively. It's always either comphet (basically the person is so devoid of self awareness that such person becomes a puppet of everyone else) or cowardice (use someone as beard). No good, no passion, no pleasure simply put.
December 18, 2025 at 4:37 AM
If you are thinking those things then there's some truth to it. You wouldn't speculate if it was just preference then your mind would be clear and you wouldn't have thoughts about this. Especially because your preference works well and it would only be a problem if you preferred women.
December 18, 2025 at 4:30 AM
So my argument is... That the only way for population to increase again is for people to not only stop hating eachother (I believe this is the easiest step) but also to have relationships as a choice that can be made not an obligation. Somehow relationships have to become desirable again.
December 10, 2025 at 4:21 AM
Just... Think about it for a second.. Don't people often complain about the pressure to marry and have kids? Perhaps obligation steals the pleasure. It might steal every life from every action that should be a choice. So.. It's just as I said. Only nature running it's course will solve this.
December 10, 2025 at 4:15 AM
Government and societal pressure never works. I believe only nature can do it's magic. I believe nature can solve this problem by the 2300s.. At the moment any measure would be counter-productive. Even if by miracle people stopped hating eachother. To not hate isn't the same as to start loving.
December 10, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Next News from The Onion: Trump gives up previous white house project and decides to replace everything by a large Sphynx with his head instead...
December 10, 2025 at 2:38 AM
I wish it was Skynet because Skynet did nothing wrong.
December 1, 2025 at 1:33 AM
When people get depressed usually previously cherished activities become boring. It's not the activities that were the problem but rather the person became ill in terms of humor.
November 29, 2025 at 3:18 PM
GTA 6 is already announced and honestly we know it'll launch soon. So sadly it is more likely than a Half-Life 3 announcement. Half Life 3 announcement would make me shit my pants.
November 24, 2025 at 11:26 PM
Here
November 21, 2025 at 12:43 AM
It is incredibly powerful for it's small size. Basically it's not possible to build a PC as small as that. The thing is Gamecube sized.
November 18, 2025 at 12:49 PM
You're technically not allowed. Furry maximum age is 23. But whoever said we obey the furries? They are some cringe ass people who believe death comes at 23. But I only started living at 30 and now am 33.
November 18, 2025 at 11:30 AM