even having people doubting what has truly happend has made me realize how uncaring some people can be,
even people i thought i could seek some guidens and comfort in.
People i now have broken contact with indefinitely after years of trying to mend said contact

And thats all for my little vent

Even tho i had a wonderful time there looking past all the horrible that happend.
The fact remains that NFC is not a con worth dying and never will be.
Id love to attend and hang out with my friends again but that con really has to step up security for everyones sake.

And considering that it could have happened to anyone i feel such mix of anger and disappointment towards how unsafe these conventions truly can be.
a place where we are suppose to feel safe and a place where we can be ourselves and let loose completly suddenly feels like a place of fear and anxiety

I want to thank the people who saved my life, but also all my friends who helped me during this hard time by bringing me food, drink, medicine and support during this time.

Especially my roommates @charliegsd.bsky.social and @suovas.bsky.social who bravely rescued me from the hospital.