spr1ng..b0nn13
summerrr4330.bsky.social
spr1ng..b0nn13
@summerrr4330.bsky.social
Digital Diary

Will include up-to-date information on my life and the world I live in.

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talk to and to understand and I just... I feel so lost and honestly kind of depressed. I spend all day doing school work or actual work I just want to hang out with someone.
January 15, 2026 at 7:19 PM
Also I just feel like I have no one to talk to. Like, I talk to people sure, but I want someone who is interested in the same things I am, or who is able to have conversations about things I enjoy. And I know I could always make an online friend, but its not the same as having someone IN PERSON to
January 15, 2026 at 7:19 PM
I'm literally so fucking lonely, I don't have anyone to talk to except my DAD and my boyfriend, and I just want someone I can see almost everyday. I just feel like everyone here either finds me weird, or is worried I will find them weird. I'm in such an awful cycle I just want friends.
January 15, 2026 at 7:19 PM
hard time keeping up with people. I don't know why, because I am constantly texting, I just have a hard time knowing what to say. How do people make friends???
January 15, 2026 at 7:19 PM
I spend so much time out of the house I miss being able to talk to and see my family
I get less than 7 hours of sleep every night
I just need to cry... how come I always have to work on days I'm sad?
Why do I work so much?
How come I don't work more. I can push myself I know I can.
March 14, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I can't talk to *redacted* about this because then he becomes sad and he has enough going on in his life as is
Am I depressed? Suicidal? Everyone says I look sad all the time....
March 14, 2025 at 9:51 PM
Aroma Joe's didn't get a single thing about my order right and that is the one thing I was excited for today
I'm exhausted I haven't gotten any sleep
I'm overstimulated please don't touch me
March 14, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying
I just want to make everyone happy
Do I try too hard?
I feel everyone's pain, people are sad and I'm sad
I don't have a good relationship with any of my parents
March 14, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I do everything wrong
No one would miss me because I don't have enough people who care
I don't have enough time to myself
I am drifting away from my friends at school
all my work friends either leave or hate me now
March 14, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I feel fat and insecure of every little thing about me
I am losing all my friends because I have become secluded and unable ot hold conversations
I don't have any free time for myself and I keep adding responsibilities
I mess everything up
March 14, 2025 at 9:51 PM