god why did you give your hardest battles (pathetic morally corrupt man with hot voice from video game) to your weakest soldiers (woman who wants to think about hot card girl but is plagued by man)

i love him, i want to hug him and make him feel better, he's pathetic and charming. but at the same time he's so detestable. manipulative. both selfless and selfish in the worst possible combination. he is breaking my brain