I just immediately feel uncomfortable and stuff idk

I don't like it

Oh yeah emails I'll definitely keep. I still use my first one ever!

except for psn because apparently I can lose stuff 🤔

I'll have to take a pic once I turn on my game again 😩

I recently started over and it's been pretty fun, especially asking my google speaker to pick my team for me 💀

Yeah!

I mean it would be cool now don't get me wrong... But I was so obsessed with it and it'd ruin my day if I only got little likes and replies. It was pretty bad. Happy I'm not like it now. Young teen me just wanted to be desperately liked by everyone so badly..

In most ways I'm better now than before

Also doesn't help I don't have a job because no one will hire me, so I can't get social interaction/practice that way...

Even around family I get so much social anxiety. I really need to see a doctor about it.

But looking back at old me who cared about followers and stuff...yeah. feels sad.

I also have poor social skills because I don't go out much at all, I stay locked up at home from social anxiety (not diagnosed but I'm pretty sure if I went, it would show up) ... So sometimes I just struggle on what to respond with.

People just terrify me.. especially knowing how evil they can be.

Now I'm just like... I could care less?

I have social anxiety so to me, the less the better, I do enjoy my circle, but I still have those insecurities and stuff... Like I do feel like I'm still boring and not interesting to interact with, when it's probably not true.

Hope things get better for you ♥