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@suff0cating.bsky.social
"leave me alone" - Kitchen Sink by tøp
probably mental struggles and maybe my attempts to get better (after 9 months)
the dumpster for shit that could get me cancelled (irl just wholesome posts & yaps with pookie)
probably mental struggles and maybe my attempts to get better (after 9 months)
the dumpster for shit that could get me cancelled (irl just wholesome posts & yaps with pookie)
movin back to twt & taking a break from unity and this platform ✌️
November 27, 2025 at 8:46 PM
movin back to twt & taking a break from unity and this platform ✌️
people like actually dont give a fuck
November 24, 2025 at 8:44 AM
people like actually dont give a fuck
i hate my life. i hate this reality of mine. i hate who i have become. each day is worse than the last. i just wish to not wake up when going to sleep. i hate this b**y fandom & the time i have invested in it because i will never get it back. space that once made my loneliness evaporate now is hell
November 23, 2025 at 9:04 PM
i hate my life. i hate this reality of mine. i hate who i have become. each day is worse than the last. i just wish to not wake up when going to sleep. i hate this b**y fandom & the time i have invested in it because i will never get it back. space that once made my loneliness evaporate now is hell
and in the end no one actually cares. this is so superficial it makes me sick. spending a lot of time on a platform, publicly running an update account doesn't prevent you from being forgotten. i am just a shadow. loneliness makes u spend loads of precious time on stupid things just to feel smth :(
November 14, 2025 at 11:40 PM
and in the end no one actually cares. this is so superficial it makes me sick. spending a lot of time on a platform, publicly running an update account doesn't prevent you from being forgotten. i am just a shadow. loneliness makes u spend loads of precious time on stupid things just to feel smth :(
i have to take a break to not kms but I keep coming back because y'all aren't doing ya work right. r*n has not responded to me??? even though she was online????? has done nothing for the commun*ty side of it. you just keep stressing to much and making posts with like a lot of "mistakes".
November 10, 2025 at 9:21 AM
i have to take a break to not kms but I keep coming back because y'all aren't doing ya work right. r*n has not responded to me??? even though she was online????? has done nothing for the commun*ty side of it. you just keep stressing to much and making posts with like a lot of "mistakes".
and the quote is wrong shdnshkshekjd
November 10, 2025 at 6:22 AM
and the quote is wrong shdnshkshekjd
bro don't cite the updaters as a source if they aren't the primary one shdnshjh
November 10, 2025 at 6:22 AM
bro don't cite the updaters as a source if they aren't the primary one shdnshjh
people gush about how this f*ndom here has been nothing but w*rm and w*lcoming. I COULDN'T DIS*GR** MOR*. it makes my skin crawl when som*one says such nonsense. if only they knew how h*rsh this place can be once you criticise som*one.
November 9, 2025 at 5:29 PM
people gush about how this f*ndom here has been nothing but w*rm and w*lcoming. I COULDN'T DIS*GR** MOR*. it makes my skin crawl when som*one says such nonsense. if only they knew how h*rsh this place can be once you criticise som*one.
why aft*r this f*ndom dr*gg*d m*, f*ns turned *w*y from un*t*, blok*d me & th*t *cc. WHY did I c*me b*ck. b*c*use i had giv*n too much of myself to it to let go :')
November 9, 2025 at 5:25 PM
why aft*r this f*ndom dr*gg*d m*, f*ns turned *w*y from un*t*, blok*d me & th*t *cc. WHY did I c*me b*ck. b*c*use i had giv*n too much of myself to it to let go :')
no like actually, f*ck this place, f*ck this f*ndom, f*ck h*m and h*s fr*ns, I h*te this pl*ce.
November 9, 2025 at 5:20 PM
no like actually, f*ck this place, f*ck this f*ndom, f*ck h*m and h*s fr*ns, I h*te this pl*ce.
after all of that I think my su*c*d* would very underst*ndable, this year has been nothing but h*ll for me
November 9, 2025 at 5:19 PM
after all of that I think my su*c*d* would very underst*ndable, this year has been nothing but h*ll for me
I was just telling my rl fri*nd about the may-jun* dr*m* and had to revist all of the screenshots. yeah, no. I was not bully*ng anyone what the fuck
November 9, 2025 at 5:18 PM
I was just telling my rl fri*nd about the may-jun* dr*m* and had to revist all of the screenshots. yeah, no. I was not bully*ng anyone what the fuck
turns out they bought better tickets jshdsnbdsn
the gurl that was rlly excited to attend the r*ck and r*ll h*ll of f*me today JUST LISTED HER TICK*TS FOR S*LE????
November 8, 2025 at 10:56 PM
turns out they bought better tickets jshdsnbdsn
the gurl that was rlly excited to attend the r*ck and r*ll h*ll of f*me today JUST LISTED HER TICK*TS FOR S*LE????
November 8, 2025 at 9:39 PM
the gurl that was rlly excited to attend the r*ck and r*ll h*ll of f*me today JUST LISTED HER TICK*TS FOR S*LE????
I realise I have been nothing but miserable this autumn. if I do kms, please don't let the people know, especially on the upd*te acc. thank you. and no, i am not doing that in the near future <3
November 8, 2025 at 6:54 PM
I realise I have been nothing but miserable this autumn. if I do kms, please don't let the people know, especially on the upd*te acc. thank you. and no, i am not doing that in the near future <3
you know. I really do think people avoid me here.
November 6, 2025 at 11:32 PM
you know. I really do think people avoid me here.
there was a time my presence on this acc was idk not hated, maybe liked, those days are long gone and I don't know how to feel ab that :/
November 4, 2025 at 4:55 PM
there was a time my presence on this acc was idk not hated, maybe liked, those days are long gone and I don't know how to feel ab that :/
peeps are looking for some human that uh deleted their acc months ago... oh to be missed like that 🥀
November 4, 2025 at 4:51 PM
peeps are looking for some human that uh deleted their acc months ago... oh to be missed like that 🥀
and hate me hahahaha
November 4, 2025 at 1:10 PM
and hate me hahahaha
here, no one cares about you if you are not happy or positive. the second you show you are miserable, people will write you off. and it is so sad. and the same tracks outside of social media. no wonder loneliness exists, no wonder some choose death.
November 2, 2025 at 11:38 PM
here, no one cares about you if you are not happy or positive. the second you show you are miserable, people will write you off. and it is so sad. and the same tracks outside of social media. no wonder loneliness exists, no wonder some choose death.
everything is so unbelievably pointless
November 2, 2025 at 10:28 PM
everything is so unbelievably pointless
alright i'll reactivate my acc & promote (repost) un*ty there too... okay fine
November 2, 2025 at 12:55 PM
alright i'll reactivate my acc & promote (repost) un*ty there too... okay fine
we also do milestone updates. i'll just continue to do those :]
November 2, 2025 at 12:20 PM
we also do milestone updates. i'll just continue to do those :]
if I don't respond ASAP to the *n*ty chat ab a n*w post by the b*nd or m*mb*rs or w*ves, just scream here. The d*scord doesn't send my phon* notific*tions wh*n my laptop is on... :')
November 2, 2025 at 11:02 AM
if I don't respond ASAP to the *n*ty chat ab a n*w post by the b*nd or m*mb*rs or w*ves, just scream here. The d*scord doesn't send my phon* notific*tions wh*n my laptop is on... :')