That’s true on both counts. I did just call them creepy though because just the thought of it maybe being an adult is making my skin crawl. I’m not one for running around and calling people names but the same thing happened with JK on X bc he no longer looks innocent. It’s just gross and I’m done.

I’m about to start telling them to question their proclivities if they want grown ass men to look like teens. On top of everything else, it’s creepy AF.

Well that’s good. Ugh though.

Oh no! I hope that all perked you back up.

Well, it’s not out yet so we’ll see. I feel like I have a ticking time bomb in me. I’m sure in part for me is that I went from being really good about drinking water to really not.

It’s my first and good lord, the morning I actually felt it the first time it was awful. I felt something the night before, but it was more like pressure so I decided to stay in bed and go to the bathroom in the morning. Well, 7 AM hit and good god that hurt. That was a trip to the ER.

Luckily after that first morning it hasn’t been super painful. I mean, not fun, but nothing like that. I pop the extra strength Motrin they gave me and am fine pretty fast. I just feel like I have a ticking time bomb in my bladder.

I’ll be honest, idk if I’ll ever feel secure in my job at this point. I’m hoping this is the only cut for a long time, but we’ll see. At least my company does pretty decent severance. I am keeping my eye out for jobs in case something looks good.

Yeah, everything has been pretty stressful. We lost a ton of government funding which has hit us hard. One of my shows also had its funding cut completely (which was a stupid choice but that’s another story). So I wasn’t at all sure I would stay.

Well, they aren’t on the MyChart app, which makes it more difficult. I do understand needing proof that it’s me getting the records. The Dr’s office refusing to send the request in the first place is bullshit though.