if you can see this, it is obviously not about you, prommy.

i read the context it wasn't bad but it threw me for a loop

bwuh, tysm. i figured my brain was just bees; better to get the thought out than internalize it. 😔

www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/142930 this is the only recent one im thinking of

very weird to faintly feel they are all keeping me at arms length when i know thats mainly my brain being mean (i am unapproachable mostly)

and everyone is either asleep or i don’t feel safe talking to them about anything regarding how i feel

i will take you up on that one day for an unbiased opinion 🥹 for the moment im now mad about transphobia

this just in: i have to keep up the mask because if i don’t everything goes awry

breaking news: a bitch is spiraling! a bitch has too much to deal with right now!!! a bitch is thinking too much!!!

i am sad, this makes me sadder

i should just write by myself