ᴬᵈᵒᵖᵗ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵖᵒᵒʳ ˢᵘⁱᶜⁱᵈᵃˡ ᶠʳᵉᵃᵏ
@su1c1de-fr3ak.bsky.social
[‼️ADULTS ONLY‼️] Viewer discretion is advised - this is where I talk about some of my dark thoughts. Just block me if I'm too upsetting...If this account gets deleted at least my voice will echo in the void forever more. DEAD BEFORE 30!!!
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I TALK ABOUT DARK AND MORBID THINGS:
>SELF HARM
>MENTAL ILLNESS
>GENDER DYSPHORIA
>GENERAL DARK THOUGHTS
THIS ACCOUNT IS NOT SEXUAL IN NATURE.
PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL.
I TALK ABOUT DARK AND MORBID THINGS:
>SELF HARM
>MENTAL ILLNESS
>GENDER DYSPHORIA
>GENERAL DARK THOUGHTS
THIS ACCOUNT IS NOT SEXUAL IN NATURE.
PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL.
Genuinely fucking bullshit how I always need money for every fucking thing whether I want it or need it money I require money regardless
December 30, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Genuinely fucking bullshit how I always need money for every fucking thing whether I want it or need it money I require money regardless
Sometimes I wanna shoot myself in front of my family just to traumatize them for putting me through this bullshit
Even then I doubt they would change much
I mean NOTHING to them anyways...
Even then I doubt they would change much
I mean NOTHING to them anyways...
December 29, 2025 at 8:57 AM
Sometimes I wanna shoot myself in front of my family just to traumatize them for putting me through this bullshit
Even then I doubt they would change much
I mean NOTHING to them anyways...
Even then I doubt they would change much
I mean NOTHING to them anyways...
I'm so fucking upset I wanna slit my throat
Not because I'm trying to die right now
Just because I want the suffering to end, I want to be numb
#selfharm #suicidefreak
Not because I'm trying to die right now
Just because I want the suffering to end, I want to be numb
#selfharm #suicidefreak
December 28, 2025 at 3:40 PM
I'm so fucking upset I wanna slit my throat
Not because I'm trying to die right now
Just because I want the suffering to end, I want to be numb
#selfharm #suicidefreak
Not because I'm trying to die right now
Just because I want the suffering to end, I want to be numb
#selfharm #suicidefreak
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED
December 28, 2025 at 3:45 AM
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED
I fucking hate people so much
They've only made shit worse for me
But I'm forced to live amongst them
Anything good a person has done for me has been few and far in between, not enough to be anything significant
They've only made shit worse for me
But I'm forced to live amongst them
Anything good a person has done for me has been few and far in between, not enough to be anything significant
December 27, 2025 at 9:15 PM
I fucking hate people so much
They've only made shit worse for me
But I'm forced to live amongst them
Anything good a person has done for me has been few and far in between, not enough to be anything significant
They've only made shit worse for me
But I'm forced to live amongst them
Anything good a person has done for me has been few and far in between, not enough to be anything significant
2025-12-27
Just a few hours later... the bleeding stopped
The wound is a lot deeper than I initially though
Couldn't tell how deep cuz of the blood lol
Redressed it properly this time!
#selfharm #suicidefreak #selfharmdiary
Just a few hours later... the bleeding stopped
The wound is a lot deeper than I initially though
Couldn't tell how deep cuz of the blood lol
Redressed it properly this time!
#selfharm #suicidefreak #selfharmdiary
December 27, 2025 at 5:11 PM
2025-12-27
Just a few hours later... the bleeding stopped
The wound is a lot deeper than I initially though
Couldn't tell how deep cuz of the blood lol
Redressed it properly this time!
#selfharm #suicidefreak #selfharmdiary
Just a few hours later... the bleeding stopped
The wound is a lot deeper than I initially though
Couldn't tell how deep cuz of the blood lol
Redressed it properly this time!
#selfharm #suicidefreak #selfharmdiary
2025-12-27
The morning after; still bleeding, apparently the area bleeds a lot. Also can't go too deep here bc nerves. My arm is a target cuz it's easiest for me to care for. I should do my leg again...
#selfharm #suicidefreak
The morning after; still bleeding, apparently the area bleeds a lot. Also can't go too deep here bc nerves. My arm is a target cuz it's easiest for me to care for. I should do my leg again...
#selfharm #suicidefreak
December 27, 2025 at 1:47 PM
2025-12-27
The morning after; still bleeding, apparently the area bleeds a lot. Also can't go too deep here bc nerves. My arm is a target cuz it's easiest for me to care for. I should do my leg again...
#selfharm #suicidefreak
The morning after; still bleeding, apparently the area bleeds a lot. Also can't go too deep here bc nerves. My arm is a target cuz it's easiest for me to care for. I should do my leg again...
#selfharm #suicidefreak
I THINK THE ONLY THING I WOULD ALLOW SOMEONE TO DO TO ME WHEN I'M ASLEEP IS DRESS ME UP
LIKE LITERALLY
DRESS ME UP IN A NEW OUTIFT
I WOULDN'T CARE IF THAT'S ALL YOU'RE DOING TO ME
LIKE LITERALLY
DRESS ME UP IN A NEW OUTIFT
I WOULDN'T CARE IF THAT'S ALL YOU'RE DOING TO ME
December 26, 2025 at 10:09 PM
I THINK THE ONLY THING I WOULD ALLOW SOMEONE TO DO TO ME WHEN I'M ASLEEP IS DRESS ME UP
LIKE LITERALLY
DRESS ME UP IN A NEW OUTIFT
I WOULDN'T CARE IF THAT'S ALL YOU'RE DOING TO ME
LIKE LITERALLY
DRESS ME UP IN A NEW OUTIFT
I WOULDN'T CARE IF THAT'S ALL YOU'RE DOING TO ME
In other less depressing news, I decided to finally learn Spanish. I like learning languages you know but because I'm a suicidal freak it's hard to keep motivation to do anything I enjoy doing Xc
I still want to learn Japanese and Mandarin despite being a suicidal freak X3
I still want to learn Japanese and Mandarin despite being a suicidal freak X3
December 26, 2025 at 10:01 PM
In other less depressing news, I decided to finally learn Spanish. I like learning languages you know but because I'm a suicidal freak it's hard to keep motivation to do anything I enjoy doing Xc
I still want to learn Japanese and Mandarin despite being a suicidal freak X3
I still want to learn Japanese and Mandarin despite being a suicidal freak X3
Why the fuck can't a rich freak just keep me on their property just to be weird and eccentric
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
December 26, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Why the fuck can't a rich freak just keep me on their property just to be weird and eccentric
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
2025-26-12
I cut again and one is bleeding a lot. Didn't go deep this time, only dermal (I think that's what it's called.) Kinda stings a lot too but I think that's because I cleaned with alcohol this time, OW
Merry fucking SHITMAS
#selfharm
I cut again and one is bleeding a lot. Didn't go deep this time, only dermal (I think that's what it's called.) Kinda stings a lot too but I think that's because I cleaned with alcohol this time, OW
Merry fucking SHITMAS
#selfharm
December 26, 2025 at 9:57 PM
2025-26-12
I cut again and one is bleeding a lot. Didn't go deep this time, only dermal (I think that's what it's called.) Kinda stings a lot too but I think that's because I cleaned with alcohol this time, OW
Merry fucking SHITMAS
#selfharm
I cut again and one is bleeding a lot. Didn't go deep this time, only dermal (I think that's what it's called.) Kinda stings a lot too but I think that's because I cleaned with alcohol this time, OW
Merry fucking SHITMAS
#selfharm
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November 29, 2024 at 3:43 AM
I just want a normal fucking family :(
December 26, 2025 at 7:49 PM
I just want a normal fucking family :(
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I hate this world you can't even die in peace
September 20, 2025 at 6:15 AM
I hate this world you can't even die in peace
I FUCKING HATE MY SCHIZO BITCH MOM
I HATE MY APATHETIC BABY MAN DISABLED DAD
I HATE MY NARC BROTHER
I'M TIRED OF BEING BROUGHT DOWN INTO THEIR MISERY FOR MY WHOLE LIFE
I WANT TO DIE SOON
MIGHT NOT EVEN MAKE IT TO MY BIRTHDAY
I HATE MY APATHETIC BABY MAN DISABLED DAD
I HATE MY NARC BROTHER
I'M TIRED OF BEING BROUGHT DOWN INTO THEIR MISERY FOR MY WHOLE LIFE
I WANT TO DIE SOON
MIGHT NOT EVEN MAKE IT TO MY BIRTHDAY
December 26, 2025 at 6:42 PM
I FUCKING HATE MY SCHIZO BITCH MOM
I HATE MY APATHETIC BABY MAN DISABLED DAD
I HATE MY NARC BROTHER
I'M TIRED OF BEING BROUGHT DOWN INTO THEIR MISERY FOR MY WHOLE LIFE
I WANT TO DIE SOON
MIGHT NOT EVEN MAKE IT TO MY BIRTHDAY
I HATE MY APATHETIC BABY MAN DISABLED DAD
I HATE MY NARC BROTHER
I'M TIRED OF BEING BROUGHT DOWN INTO THEIR MISERY FOR MY WHOLE LIFE
I WANT TO DIE SOON
MIGHT NOT EVEN MAKE IT TO MY BIRTHDAY
Oh mental health this, mental health that
PEOPLE DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU'RE SUICIDAL
YOU'RE BEYOND HELP
AND THEY DON'T CARE TO HELP THOSE BEYOND SAVING
I know it's true but it still hurts to hear it
Still better than those with a weird ass savior complex
PEOPLE DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU'RE SUICIDAL
YOU'RE BEYOND HELP
AND THEY DON'T CARE TO HELP THOSE BEYOND SAVING
I know it's true but it still hurts to hear it
Still better than those with a weird ass savior complex
December 24, 2025 at 9:47 PM
Oh mental health this, mental health that
PEOPLE DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU'RE SUICIDAL
YOU'RE BEYOND HELP
AND THEY DON'T CARE TO HELP THOSE BEYOND SAVING
I know it's true but it still hurts to hear it
Still better than those with a weird ass savior complex
PEOPLE DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU'RE SUICIDAL
YOU'RE BEYOND HELP
AND THEY DON'T CARE TO HELP THOSE BEYOND SAVING
I know it's true but it still hurts to hear it
Still better than those with a weird ass savior complex
Killing myself on my birthday would be the best birthday ever!!!
Never celebrated my birthday before bc I was born into JWs
Such fucking bullshit!!!
Celebrating by dying would be so fucking funny XD
#suicidal #suicidefreak
Never celebrated my birthday before bc I was born into JWs
Such fucking bullshit!!!
Celebrating by dying would be so fucking funny XD
#suicidal #suicidefreak
December 24, 2025 at 5:57 PM
Killing myself on my birthday would be the best birthday ever!!!
Never celebrated my birthday before bc I was born into JWs
Such fucking bullshit!!!
Celebrating by dying would be so fucking funny XD
#suicidal #suicidefreak
Never celebrated my birthday before bc I was born into JWs
Such fucking bullshit!!!
Celebrating by dying would be so fucking funny XD
#suicidal #suicidefreak
Meoooow meow
adopt me prrrrreeeooow!!!
adopt me prrrrreeeooow!!!
December 24, 2025 at 5:56 PM
Meoooow meow
adopt me prrrrreeeooow!!!
adopt me prrrrreeeooow!!!
My suicide methods:
Decapitation by train (possible)
Hanging (not preferred but easily accessible)
Guillotine (possible;need to build)
Gun (possible/preferred;need a gun)
Jumping (possible;need to find great height)
Decapitation by train (possible)
Hanging (not preferred but easily accessible)
Guillotine (possible;need to build)
Gun (possible/preferred;need a gun)
Jumping (possible;need to find great height)
December 24, 2025 at 5:52 PM
My suicide methods:
Decapitation by train (possible)
Hanging (not preferred but easily accessible)
Guillotine (possible;need to build)
Gun (possible/preferred;need a gun)
Jumping (possible;need to find great height)
Decapitation by train (possible)
Hanging (not preferred but easily accessible)
Guillotine (possible;need to build)
Gun (possible/preferred;need a gun)
Jumping (possible;need to find great height)
ughh wtf
so boreddddd
so boreddddd
December 24, 2025 at 5:28 PM
ughh wtf
so boreddddd
so boreddddd
What if...
I could make money from cutting myself
Some coins per cut
And something special if u give me a lot of money
Just another sick thought
I could make money from cutting myself
Some coins per cut
And something special if u give me a lot of money
Just another sick thought
December 24, 2025 at 12:12 AM
What if...
I could make money from cutting myself
Some coins per cut
And something special if u give me a lot of money
Just another sick thought
I could make money from cutting myself
Some coins per cut
And something special if u give me a lot of money
Just another sick thought
YEAH WE NOT MAKING IT TO 25 BRUH
I GOTTA DIE BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY!!!
I GOTTA DIE BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY!!!
December 23, 2025 at 3:29 PM
YEAH WE NOT MAKING IT TO 25 BRUH
I GOTTA DIE BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY!!!
I GOTTA DIE BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY!!!