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cadow
@studentof-light.bsky.social
vent refugee: leakingmoon

🍓a medic, loner, an angry moomin🍓

all i want to do is eat hot cheetos
Pinned
the book behind my username
i forgot about this app
January 22, 2025 at 6:55 PM
what's the point of it all, honestly
December 26, 2024 at 12:20 AM
im cadow, right? i promise i will become just that
December 14, 2024 at 8:18 PM
i shouldnt be left with my thoughts for too long
December 13, 2024 at 8:46 PM
maybe i thought i deserved better, when i shouldve just taken whatever i got
December 13, 2024 at 8:34 PM
i bite my tongue and move on with my life, ignoring that he has a missing piece of me and yet there are days, even if i bite hard and draw blood; i miss him unbearably, irrevocably, endlessly, fervently, painfully...
December 13, 2024 at 8:32 PM
i know that i deserve better, i do, but i..
December 13, 2024 at 8:25 PM
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i love you libraries i love you museums i love you botanical gardens i love you public parks i love you art galleries
December 13, 2024 at 2:04 AM
im afraid if he watches family guy, its a dealbreaker 💀 you find that shit funny, bffr
December 13, 2024 at 2:57 PM
that time when my paeds teacher told me to examine a situs inversus patient without telling me and i thought it was a vampire
December 12, 2024 at 12:25 PM
one thing is clear; it's almost impossible to get better in an environment that poisoned you in the first place
December 11, 2024 at 10:51 PM
im fine
December 11, 2024 at 10:51 PM
sometimes i miss the times when we were med students and so sleep deprived, my friend accidentallu called caffeine cocaine 💀💀 and then wed laugh at that for hours
December 11, 2024 at 1:41 PM
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December 10, 2024 at 7:52 PM
oh dammit. i like someone again. alert the funeral homes
December 10, 2024 at 11:13 PM
December 10, 2024 at 5:16 PM
and what was the point of it all? to grieve, knowing that grieving can teach me nothing? to seek existence through thousands of agonies? am i to point a knife to myself; but what does the blade reveal? is it all just an aggrandizement to inflate the inflammable?
December 9, 2024 at 2:23 PM
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"but i am alive!" he said, "im still alive in the hemorrhage of your agaping wound. youve said it yourself that you wear your wounds like an armor of suit, but i congeal in there. i'm tucked away in this spot. i pray to be set in another hole, but im still here, alive, bleeding, endlessly bleeding."
November 23, 2024 at 12:03 AM
December 9, 2024 at 1:10 PM
today's gonna be a nonfunctional day. gonna grieve over the past bc why not
December 9, 2024 at 10:55 AM
dammit. i miss him.
December 8, 2024 at 9:41 PM
me: i wanna get married sigh
also me:
December 8, 2024 at 4:08 PM
people who dont crop or chop their memes<<<<<<
December 7, 2024 at 1:13 PM
trying to explain to an obs&gyne interviewer, why i have a long resume of working in internal/cardio emergency and nothing on gyne
December 7, 2024 at 1:13 PM