this "moving past the past" sentiment also applies to any of my previous/future aliases if. anyone ever finds those out. just so people cant go "oh you were strudelfatpaws you're a bad and weird person"

thats all. hi. meow

also im considering renaming from strudelfatpaws to smth else. not a huge fan of having the main title of my internet presence about how fat i am and i dont know why i went with that in the first place

tldr: I hated myself so i left, now i no longer hate myself so im back. if you hate the new me fuck you im happy. yay
peace love unity respect forever

So I left. That was it. Nothing really of note to any of you guys has happened since I left, but I've been a lot happier. I don't really know why I'm coming back, either. I'm doing this kinda on a whim with nothing but hope in my eyes and things will be a lot different around here

I dipped into what was definitely fetish territory to make myself more popular, and I wince looking back on it. It caused my relationships with my friends to grow thin and pretty much every adult I knew was worried about me. Everything kinda just sucked for me cuz of this account.

I didn't feel like I could be safe on here, gathering an audience the way that I did. All I drew was fat characters, and I only made art to please an audience and make my follower count go up.

i deactivated around 4 months ago. I had my reasons: I didn't feel like I could handle an audience this big, I had a horrible no-good nasty internet footprint, people were getting parasocial with me, and I was just all around uncomfortable with my presence on the internet .