Forgot I had that account oh boy.. moving to @souless-computer.bsky.social and nuking that one soon enough

Getting worse and worse I guess

I don't want to shove it in anyone throat , but i've been only doing worse on my depression .
The lack of human contact have been daunting and I am now at 3 years being on my own . It feels like I won't come back from that

I wanted to vent but instead here I am being confused .

I'll just wave at everyone and go back to sleep

How people keep finding this account it's not even the same handle

This account will either turn horny or vent let's see in a few months

I know if I don't go to the fursuit dance I'll regret it but the pain rn is killing me

What if I said fuck everything and accepted myself as a boy ,
Then I might just loose even more than before the people I know ..Work wise it will be shit .
Family wise ? CHAOS ,
My Lovelife ? Was already dead but will be even more
I wish I could stop thinking about that

This used to be me my very first ride , my love and passion for aeronautic just kept on growing out of that experience . I Wish I was still flying

I like this aesthetic ,this is inside of the mid section of a submarine with the periscope / radar / communications

Alright here is my little side account , It might mostly be rant or me being gay because life has been sucking pretty hard and it's not easy to start all over again in another country while being just in the midst of my identity crisis .
But I swear I am holding up in a way