Absolutely horrific im so sorry

I literally have it muted but i open discord to 17 notifications today alone from it... literally jobless behavior

The winters are absolutely brutal where i live and if my ears get cold i get nasty migraines💔💔💔

People hate male victims of abuse so much it sickens me and the way i have seen his family treat him the years I've known him is so fucking sick i wish they'd just d1e

People will fully believe most of the time if they talk about an abusive parent being a dad but god forbid it's a mom then all of a sudden its "she's trying her best!!!" ESPECIALLY when its a guy being abused by said mom. Get the fuck out of here fuck all of you

Thank you, im truly hoping this can go well and make our relationship better. This year has been absolutely brutal

This therapist is new to both of us but shes also from the same place i already go to therapy at. Hope it works out, we already got extremely lucky she had any availability

Im pretty sure ive sent my bf this several times (huge kh player) but god it never gets old

NNNNNOOOOOO oh we're so fucked

Now the real question is when the FUCK do i bring any of that up. I dont think its right in the literal first session. But fuck.

I was having issues internally yeah but there was a huge chunk of time where it wasnt an issue i was just starving myself so much that i had brain fog and no libido, no nothing. I was a husk and didnt admit it to anyone I hid that shit so well nobodys suspected STILL

Its definitely caused issues sexually... i did have major surgery this year that didnt allow for sex but my god almost a whole year ago we didnt have sex cause i was so ass deep in my ED it murdered my labido and i refused to talk about it

Im really hoping this works out and things can be better between us. I don't want anyone else. We've been together over 4 years and I love him so much and he consistently tells me I am one of the best people to come into his life. Distance has been killing us