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Even if what I make turns out good the process to get there and the inevitable mistakes made will consistently, no matter what, every time, make me start fantasizing about killing myself in front of my mother. I am not built for this.

Yeah!!! Noodle is adorable and I love the sort of chaotic energy she has. Honestly they're all such good, nuanced, characters to begin with...

I wish more bands would do this sort of thing, actually. Both Gorillaz and Studio Killers are bands I like that have. I should look for others.

If you see these posts, babe, I love you. ♡♡♡

And please don't mention it to me if you do see these because that'd be majorly embarrassing, asdfghjkll. ♡♡♡

But yeah. Considering that I'm aware that my actual irl partner low-key stalked me online before we got together while we were first becoming friends, including saving pictures of me and making them his computer background, I may not be the best person to answer questions like this. Lmao.

And if he can figure out that stuff from stalking me online and just kinda watching me then that works for me. Of course, if it's something I think is big or important or something I'll bring it up myself but. Eh. I don't always, or even usually, see the point in doing so, to be quite honest.

He has since the beginning. And I mean. That works out well enough for me, tbh? I'm not good at communicating and often I prefer to just toss my thoughts to the void and then move on from them but he likes knowing how I'm doing, what I'm doing, what I'm feeling, ect. Good friend/bf stuff, really.

Additionally it makes me think of my actual not hypothetical partner in a way, lmao. We've been together for 12 years and some aspects of this hypothetical vaguely ring true to our irl relationship.

For one I know he sometimes likes to stalk my online profiles without mentioning it to me, lolol.

Also, thinking about it, that really is kind of just how getting to know people online is these days so it doesn't seem as odd as it probably should to me. People don't have as much privacy as they used to and some younger people have no frame of reference for how different things are and can be!!!

And we would figure everything else out from there. Of course, if the hypothetical partner doesn't agree with that I would have to get help from family. It really depends on how they would react to my reaction after finding out about it. ( ^ヮ^;;)

But considering the fact that in this scenario it's a 20 years-long relationship, assumedly including a period of friendship, I would hope that that wouldn't be the case. And if that were the case our relationship would be put on hold at the least until we properly get to know each other.

I wouldn't want someone I care about to feel like they have to change themselves or go along with things they don't actually want to do in order to be liked by me.