I wish I could exist as a disabled person my disability check could cover a better place to live and not be stuck in income based or living with someone.

I wish I could exist as a disabled person on food stamps without being criticized for buying a soda because it’s “taxpayers money”

I wish I can exist as a disabled person and not be looked at and treated as a drain on the system.

I wish I can exist as a disabled person with invisible disabilities and not be asked “What disabled you?” Or hearing the comment “You don’t look disabled”

Felt tbh

Yall I haven’t even been up to smoke yet 😮‍💨 been a rough day

I do not trust them. None of them.

Omg I forgot you saved this!

I still have a hard time with this some days but healing from a lifetimes worth of trauma takes time. I didn’t incur all that trauma in days but in years and it will take years to overcome it. I can either face my demons or become it, I rather face them.

Turns out I could have my narrative without trying to control everything and everyone, I just had to let go of the fact that life will not
Always go my way or as planned. I also had to let go of the fact I cannot control people.

I couldn’t handle being the passenger, I always wanted to be the driver. I thought if I was driving at all times I’d surely crash, I would be disappointed. I would be hurt again. I would lose the narrative.

I thought if I could control everything I could control the narrative of how things went but you cannot control everything. My need for control pushed away friends and ruined many of my relationships.

LITERALLY. Like I am truly worried for everyone, because many will lose healthcare because I bet you them republicans will go back on they word come January and then the Dems gone fold again smh

And history shows it!

I was about to say of course it’s all white folks