i thought i was supposed to draw to make myself happy 🤣

for money, these days 😭
i haven't really been able to draw for myself in years
i remember i used to feel addicted to drawing... if i didn't have my kit with me, or at least pencil and paper available, i would actually get shaky
but that was a long time ago...

yea, maybe for someone creative 😭
i wanted to draw a bunch of different species in different styles
but apparently i only have two styles, and neither are good enough for me to want to put in a book u_u

no... u_u
i was trying to draw one every day for athousandisalot, but quickly started struggling to do anything unique
you draw one pigeon, you've drawn 'em all
a thousand really is a lot, lol

no 😭

what if i don't like anything? 🤔

*yesterday

still can't edit posts...

thanks~ 🥰