Rip </3

It’s 1:30 and I haven’t binged yet today !!! I can do this I can do this I can do this 🤞🏻🤞🏻

Day 9: 5/28/25
No alc + no binge!
1066 cals in total
My Stomach is growling + I’m about to go to bed so that’s a plus !!
Reminding myself I am in control. I control when i eat and when i don’t

Day 8: 5/27/25 (forgot to do again)
No alc + no binge!
658 cals ate in total
Forgot to post yesterday but I ended up hanging out w friends after work so I didn’t eat as much :3
If I could have days like this everyday I’d be so happy
Trying to learn that I’m still in control of what I eat :,)

Day 7: 5/26/25 (forgot to do)
No alc but major binge
3 day binge in a row how great.
No matter what I do I cannot get out of the cycle of binging on the weekends. I will never get back to my lw bc I will always be a fat pig + devour everything in my house on the weekends. Actual hate myself rn lol

Day 6: 5/25/25
Alc + binge :(
Upset as hell but not gonna show it til tmrw because im drunk at the moment
Im never gonna get back to my lw bc I just keep eating like the fatass bitch I am lololol

Day 5: 5/24/25
No alc but huge binge :(
Idk how many cals I ate
Not extremely thrilled with myself but the more I hold it against me the worse it gets so I’m just heading to bed early tn (should’ve just done that in the first place)
At least I didn’t drink ig