Do I just look miserable 😭

I’m just chilling sitting in the hallway of my uni on a bench typing that and I look up and this girl walking by is like “are you okay…” 😭 I’m not crying or looking sad or NOTHING JUST SITTING HERE

I mask. All the time. Every day. When I’m around my partners I want to just be myself. God forbid I felt comfortable trying to be friendly and socialize with her and her friends at her party that SHE invited ME to. I’m so sick of trying to be palatable for people