im still overall pivoting away and im pretty happy for it.
except for my nendos… hehe…

somehow forgot the ones I want the most…

nendos I want!!

- focuses on characters I actually really like instead of OCs im not attached to
- less weird
- takes up sooo much less space
- less expensive
- so cute :3

Really, the categories are not ugly or pretty to these men, it’s “fuckable” or “unfuckable”. The anti feminist male thinks “you are mad at what I find fuckable because you are unfuckable!” - despite not knowing he has 0 sexual value himself. He’s never needed to provide, all he knows is to consume.

It feels almost sickening at times. A woman is simultaneously not respected for her humanity on account of being “ugly” nor on account of being “pretty”. Neither wins in the end. Both are at constant ridicule.

ill read more shoujo too guhh it gets me so emotional and giddy

i yearn to read and feel ROMANCE!! and after so much male-targeted slop, i realize that the more female oriented stuff has SOO much better heart-racing and exciting tension build up, it literally gets you all doki doki when the payoff comes and it makes you believe in love (*´-`)

one things for sure, gotta hit the gym every day i can, and keep up with skincare, body care, hair care…. ughhh maintenance!!!

i think i have enough of a presence to be good at “content creating” but idk exactly what direction to go there. it just seems fun. also drawing…