Thinking about closing the account (for now)

Guess I haven't felt bothered or been having anything troubling

Having irrational thoughts about an oc

Holy fuck, I'm an awful person to vent to
Why do I become so fucking repetitive and seems static?

Self control is difficult

I want to apologize, but I'm scared.

Why do I associate my ocs with people I cause harm to?

I'm a genuine fucking imbecile be around. I can't respond to people in a normal fucking manner and the way I seem to talk to people just repels them.

I made a friend's bad day shittier.
What the fuck am I doing?!

I need to talk to my irl friends more, but I think I annoy them. Especially if I try to focus on my work.

Lately I feel like I've been doing so much worse. My sleep schedule is fucked, I'm not finishing or turning in assignments, and feel like most of my friends don't like me because of my interest or when I try to be busy.