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@sticksandpens.bsky.social
My journey | My experiences | My supports | Mental health awareness | ADHD dx: 5.1.23 | she/her
Found all my good rocks that have been missing for over a year. Let's go, people.
December 16, 2025 at 5:50 PM
Found all my good rocks that have been missing for over a year. Let's go, people.
Crying at my own fiction-writing this year has proven to me that writing has been my outlet since I started putting pen to paper.
That's not me being vain. That's me learning just how much unspoken emotion I have pent-up in my heart.
That's not me being vain. That's me learning just how much unspoken emotion I have pent-up in my heart.
October 25, 2025 at 3:59 AM
Crying at my own fiction-writing this year has proven to me that writing has been my outlet since I started putting pen to paper.
That's not me being vain. That's me learning just how much unspoken emotion I have pent-up in my heart.
That's not me being vain. That's me learning just how much unspoken emotion I have pent-up in my heart.
Holy smokes my father who I have struggled to get along with all my life just apologized to me for how I was brought up, like in tears apologized for how he treated me while I was growing up.
August 4, 2025 at 2:35 PM
Holy smokes my father who I have struggled to get along with all my life just apologized to me for how I was brought up, like in tears apologized for how he treated me while I was growing up.
Ate some Buffalo wings today that absolutely melted my sinuses.
Good news is I can breathe again.
Good news is I can breathe again.
December 21, 2024 at 7:08 PM
Ate some Buffalo wings today that absolutely melted my sinuses.
Good news is I can breathe again.
Good news is I can breathe again.
I am worthy of reciprocated energy.
July 20, 2024 at 7:08 PM
I am worthy of reciprocated energy.
Bumped my anti-depressants last week. Too soon to tell if the higher dose is working.
June 22, 2024 at 6:10 PM
Bumped my anti-depressants last week. Too soon to tell if the higher dose is working.
The idea of someone being able to match me in the amount of love/heart I share is growing distant at an alarming rate.
June 11, 2024 at 2:45 AM
The idea of someone being able to match me in the amount of love/heart I share is growing distant at an alarming rate.
I've been at my parents house for 3 hours and I already fucking regret coming here.
Hoping tomorrow doesn't go the way I think it will.
Hoping tomorrow doesn't go the way I think it will.
May 26, 2024 at 2:49 AM
I've been at my parents house for 3 hours and I already fucking regret coming here.
Hoping tomorrow doesn't go the way I think it will.
Hoping tomorrow doesn't go the way I think it will.
I'm here. That's enough.
May 10, 2024 at 7:55 PM
I'm here. That's enough.
Unusually smiley this morning. It's different.
I like it.
I like it.
April 27, 2024 at 4:18 PM
Unusually smiley this morning. It's different.
I like it.
I like it.
Started taking anti-depressants last week. Too early to tell if it's working.
April 22, 2024 at 11:59 PM
Started taking anti-depressants last week. Too early to tell if it's working.
Why did the policeman arrest all the crows in a murder?
He found probable caws.
He found probable caws.
April 1, 2024 at 6:06 PM
Why did the policeman arrest all the crows in a murder?
He found probable caws.
He found probable caws.
Well, I DID call it.
Wednesday afternoon my second father had what we suspect to be a massive heart attack and did not survive. I moved in with this man and his wife beginning of 2024. Known them a while. They're wonderful people.
Wednesday afternoon my second father had what we suspect to be a massive heart attack and did not survive. I moved in with this man and his wife beginning of 2024. Known them a while. They're wonderful people.
Pretty sure I'm going to have to start digging into/facing the parental wounds in my life sooner rather than later.
March 15, 2024 at 5:08 PM
Well, I DID call it.
Wednesday afternoon my second father had what we suspect to be a massive heart attack and did not survive. I moved in with this man and his wife beginning of 2024. Known them a while. They're wonderful people.
Wednesday afternoon my second father had what we suspect to be a massive heart attack and did not survive. I moved in with this man and his wife beginning of 2024. Known them a while. They're wonderful people.
The man I considered a second father to me passed away yesterday. I'm so numb right now.
March 14, 2024 at 12:07 PM
The man I considered a second father to me passed away yesterday. I'm so numb right now.
Pretty sure I'm going to have to start digging into/facing the parental wounds in my life sooner rather than later.
March 11, 2024 at 10:13 PM
Pretty sure I'm going to have to start digging into/facing the parental wounds in my life sooner rather than later.
I reached out to a new friend on Friday asking if I could talk to them later about something that stressed me out last week. Even after they told me to call whenever I thought asking would be the hard part.
I sat with my thumb over the call button for 30 minutes paralyzed with fear.
But I did it.
I sat with my thumb over the call button for 30 minutes paralyzed with fear.
But I did it.
March 10, 2024 at 10:46 PM
I reached out to a new friend on Friday asking if I could talk to them later about something that stressed me out last week. Even after they told me to call whenever I thought asking would be the hard part.
I sat with my thumb over the call button for 30 minutes paralyzed with fear.
But I did it.
I sat with my thumb over the call button for 30 minutes paralyzed with fear.
But I did it.
I love how many iterations and meanings there are behind my username, sticksandpens.
Combines my love of sports with my love of creativity.
Combines my love of sports with my love of creativity.
February 18, 2024 at 5:58 PM
I love how many iterations and meanings there are behind my username, sticksandpens.
Combines my love of sports with my love of creativity.
Combines my love of sports with my love of creativity.
Healing is difficult but I think it's happening.
February 18, 2024 at 1:30 AM
Healing is difficult but I think it's happening.
Could cry right now. Want to and prb will at some point today.
But I'm also dehydrated so I DON'T want to.
But I'm also dehydrated so I DON'T want to.
February 9, 2024 at 12:25 PM
Could cry right now. Want to and prb will at some point today.
But I'm also dehydrated so I DON'T want to.
But I'm also dehydrated so I DON'T want to.
Been sick since Saturday morning. Finally starting to feel like a person again.
Too busy focused on being sick to have to focus on being sad so silver lining I guess?
Too busy focused on being sick to have to focus on being sad so silver lining I guess?
January 15, 2024 at 3:53 PM
Been sick since Saturday morning. Finally starting to feel like a person again.
Too busy focused on being sick to have to focus on being sad so silver lining I guess?
Too busy focused on being sick to have to focus on being sad so silver lining I guess?
Witnessed a car accident yesterday. Another one, this time on a major highway. Could've been me, I was right behind it.
Someone is trying to tell me something.
Someone is trying to tell me something.
January 6, 2024 at 4:12 PM
Witnessed a car accident yesterday. Another one, this time on a major highway. Could've been me, I was right behind it.
Someone is trying to tell me something.
Someone is trying to tell me something.
I'm terrified but at the same time that terror is the only thing reminding me that I'm putting in the work to better myself and better my life.
January 2, 2024 at 2:45 AM
I'm terrified but at the same time that terror is the only thing reminding me that I'm putting in the work to better myself and better my life.
Been moving all weekend but it's only now hitting me that I've moved to a new city (for the second time in as many years). I'm actually staying here. This is my home now.
I'm emotional.
I'm emotional.
January 2, 2024 at 2:39 AM
Been moving all weekend but it's only now hitting me that I've moved to a new city (for the second time in as many years). I'm actually staying here. This is my home now.
I'm emotional.
I'm emotional.