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little/middle/pet ferret doggie

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heat helps, and crying a little 😔
December 12, 2025 at 6:33 PM
December 11, 2025 at 5:26 PM
gosh, though, it just adds so much the experience 🥴
December 11, 2025 at 5:19 PM
this all scares the hell out of me… i’m glad you’re alive, thank you for the update
December 11, 2025 at 5:18 PM
reminded me strongly of keygen music, the way it hits you in the face immediately
December 11, 2025 at 5:14 PM
adorable 🥺
December 11, 2025 at 5:09 PM
nature is healing
December 11, 2025 at 5:08 PM
this is so cool! great work
December 11, 2025 at 5:03 PM
completely agree 😊 the honest mistakes make things feel real
December 11, 2025 at 5:01 PM
i hope this passes and you find meaning in it somewhere. or maybe it’ll inspire change. the pain is worth facing
December 11, 2025 at 4:56 PM
it’s a totally different experience. i think digital art is much easier to use cause you got layers and the undo button to make the process of shaping the image wayyy easier. on paper, your mistakes stay. which is frustrating to learn with, but maybe better for that, ultimately
December 11, 2025 at 4:53 PM
i know this feeling... i tend to exist outside my head a lot of the time cause i don’t like remembering i live inside a body.

we are be one who observes the things happening to us, behind the eyes, behind the emotions, behind the physical form. you are observing this, you must exist
December 11, 2025 at 4:44 PM
so happy you’re back 🥰 this is adorable
December 11, 2025 at 4:37 PM
are you able to tell where the feeling sits in your body?

can you identify any of the parts that are mismatched?

this kind if existential dysphoria is painful, i’m sorry your idea of self feels weak. it’s scary to not know yourself.

i start by trying to live in whatever i know is real and true
December 11, 2025 at 4:34 PM
where in yourself do you feel this?
December 11, 2025 at 4:22 PM
taking power over being in constant pain by consenting to be in a lot of pain all at once 😊
December 10, 2025 at 6:47 AM
i was just talkin to a friend about this site, freaky 👀
December 9, 2025 at 7:15 PM