Jesus wept

Plus I can barely walk these days and that makes everything so much worse

Yeah I go through a daily cycle of spiraling and freezing and then talking myself out of it to try to function and get things done.

I’m glad you got it renewed then. Yeah I’m terrified but trying not to freeze up and do nothing. I mean on top of all of this I’m in the middle of a personal medical mystery that doctors are being less than helpful at solving that would make fleeing difficult.

Jfc. I’m one of the lucky one who has never had a passport but I’m in the process of getting my birth certificate from Illinois amended and new copies of it

This is what the Christian nationalist evangelicals are missing. They only accept the letters but lose the spirit.

Me too but I don’t trust them too. If it’s what I think it is there is gonna be a lot of uncomfortable tests to verify it 🙃🙃🙃