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Stef Smith
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Frame it.
February 5, 2025 at 11:45 AM
That blows my mind!
January 29, 2025 at 5:40 AM
Brains - what a crazy place to be!
January 29, 2025 at 5:01 AM
Can you ‘see’ the images that are baked into your brain? Or do you just ‘know’ what they are? I know certain strong memories and feel their emotional impact, but can’t see them, but I could describe them. So bizarre!
January 29, 2025 at 4:46 AM
That’s such an interesting perspective!!
January 28, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Yes totally. So while awake I see nothing - total black. While asleep - WHEN/IF I dream (I don’t always) it’s incredibly vivid visuals/images. Often it can be so strong that if I’ve seen a loved one in my dream I’ll wake up and have been crying. You? How do you dream?
January 28, 2025 at 3:32 AM
Am getting the newsletters already, agree they’re great!
January 27, 2025 at 10:42 AM
The gift that keeps on giving!
January 27, 2025 at 12:22 AM
Can someone turbo-charge carrots to replace a part of our brains that doesn’t function? Yes please!
January 26, 2025 at 11:41 PM
And over, and over, and over…
January 26, 2025 at 11:39 PM
Hahaha how did your mum react when you told her? Any small comfort in the fact that apparently only 2-4% of the population DON’T see things? I think it must be higher because there are still so many people that don’t know they don’t. Like me. Only last year.
January 26, 2025 at 11:37 PM
I’ve not done drugs so can’t comment on that but I was hospitalised with post op complications and injected with hydromorphone multiple times a day for 10 days - I started to see horrible visions/hallucinations. It was really scary!
January 26, 2025 at 11:35 PM
It did make me sad when I discovered it and could name it as a deficit - something I was missing out on. Like a party I wasn’t invited to all these years! I’ve always had a fear of losing sight and not being able to remember/picture the faces of my loved ones anymore.
January 26, 2025 at 11:32 PM
This sounds like the exact opposite experience of my brain. Isn’t that incredible! That brains can function in such vastly different fashions.
January 26, 2025 at 11:28 PM
How did you discover it? And how did it make you feel? I felt sad.
January 26, 2025 at 11:27 PM
Meditation gives me the shits!!! I think aphantasia might be why. You? Can you persist and meditate?
January 26, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Similar experience for me. Nada on being awake - just black. On dreaming - (IF I dream) very visual.
January 26, 2025 at 11:17 PM
I’ve wondered what this might be like! Do you find it incredibly invasive?
January 26, 2025 at 11:16 PM
I was the same! Isn’t it funny how words and their interpretations can leave so much room for personal experience and/or error! All this time I thought it was just some creative imaginative exercise.
January 26, 2025 at 11:15 PM
I was 37. I could always dream very visually, and would often wake up with dried tears on my face. It was the Christmas my Grandma died (last year), I was talking to my kids and somehow internal imagery came up - and they can see. I just couldn’t understand it at all. So I turned to Dr Google!
January 26, 2025 at 11:11 PM
Can you recall if you can see images when you dream?
January 26, 2025 at 11:07 PM
Similar for me! I’m a writer/director and have to take a similar approach - hope like f**k that it works out. How often does what you’re envisioning come out the same way?
January 26, 2025 at 11:06 PM
This sounds like a really good way to keep a wandering brain (like mine) on track. Thank you for the tip! I’m sorry for the TMI. I hope you’ve recovered. Did it feel sad to lose the images?
January 26, 2025 at 11:05 PM
I wonder about that too.
January 26, 2025 at 11:03 PM