Haha, my formatting at the top of this was terrible.
"I find a new reason to repeat this all the time"

I spaced on answering you here, my b!
Commercially is absolutely a crapshoot, but that doesn't bother me. I've managed to inspire a few kids to pick up music over the years, and that's enough for me. It'd be cool to pay a bill tho
Process kind of depends, because I always have too many projects

I will celebrate when my enemies fight themselves or each other, but I won't celebrate with them, is I guess where I land on that

I feel like I find a new reasons to repeat this, but:
My DM once told me that we're all already dead and our shared reality is just the ever yawning event horizon of our own dying collective consciousness.
I believe her a little more every day

My partner regularly buys hats and shirts from the same section.
It's a good move if you can make it

"Pattern recognition is bad, actually"
Generations of learning not to eat the black berries with the ovoid leaves and we still have to put up with this fucking doofus

If you're just a little flat but it's not super uncomfortable, try taking everything 1/2-1 step down
That worked for me a lot of the time when I was just starting out, and it's not exactly the same thing, but, like, similar

That's scanning for me, yeah