At my worst I’m no fun. I’m scared, I’m moody, I hesitate to ask for a hand and whenever I take the courage to, somehow its always swatted away as if I’m being dramatic.
I don’t want help, I know its not a friend’s job to help me. I just want a hug, yknow? A pat on the back. Too much to ask??? Ig so

It may not look like it but chatting even with CLOSE friends when I’m overwhelmed DOES take energy. Its not a recharge, it drains. To a point where it actually makes me breathe weird or want to cry, and to avoid making a scene… I run away
And I’m criticized for it, when really I need to calm down

I know there’s a lot I need to work on myself and I’m doing my absolute best. But when I’m going through one of the hardest times in my life, and so suddenly too, one can’t blame me for being confused, scared, quiet and distant. My demeanor changes when I’m stressed. Of course it does!! Its natural!

Mesmo sendo horroroso daquele jeito………. Porem eu devia saber, geralmente eu sou parte do problema-

Amo minha reliquia do tempo favorita, n sei como caralhos esse negocio sobreviveu KKKKKK
Me recuso a acreditar q o dinheiro do bingo realmente deixa aquilo vivo

Sdds ludo…. Sera q ainda funciona aquela porra?

My csp brush menu tabs look soooo clean now its so good. I also renamed a ton of stuff I couldnt read to better understand them without needing to test it all out
This next week I promise there will be lotsa progress. Once I’m settled w this situation etc

Pretty hot stuff, what can I say 🔥 (so happy you like it! Cant wait to see it printed out…)