Both honestly, :D

it felt very rushed. tho i do like delirium

Excatly and it truly depends where your at on what it smells like 👍

Thats what im sayin

With BACKPAY!! 👏

Not me seeing a post of a woman blessing the plain doors with holy oil b4 i saw this.

And sad thing is they would definitely do some dumb cracker barrel shit like that too...

It was rough tbh. Definitely an emotionally taxing day. I got cry migraines 😭😅

How you day been?

That is true but how does one do that when you feel utterly defeated and dead inside. Im so numb and desentized i just dont see the point nor have the energy to do so

That it is. Ive done alot on my healing journey but i dont think itll ever be enough to get rid of the plauge that depression is.

No amount of meditation, journaling affirmations. Grounding crying and crashing put has made it go away. Everything you suggested i do. Some days are easier than others

To weak to die to weak to live. (Granted ive tried a few times but i always end up waking up eventually)

I dont see it as a strength i see it as a weakness. It's easy to live and be miserable, whine, and complain. but it's hard to take your life. It's hard to have the will to continue on, especially when u know who you'll be leaving behind.

It truly is. Like a thief in the night sucking all the joy and hope one has.

Yep, its honestly tiring.

Much appreciated. Ill check out the number, maybe it can point me in a direction so i can help myself. Im just barely staying afloat

Thats the only thing i can tell myself. Cause reality is not kind nor helpful in anyway. Im just tired of this game. I feel like were always the losers

In the middle of the night, its the only time of day im not thinking about chores, childcare, work and houshold duties..😮‍💨

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