...
what's the point.

and we wonder why some of our last bastions of true *hope* tend to drop like flies -- enabling the cycle of suffering to continue forever with no actual repercussion; no permanent, net positive sacrifice or change.

huh. what a concept ...

nothing's worse than the loud silence of a world gone blind self-inflicted.

... and it's all i ever hear anymore. all i ever sit and contemplate, knowing that its cadence will never end (not any time this century) </3

no /j... i really should.

hello moondancer mlp:fim

hello starreduste bluesky speedwagon guy

i literally went toe-to-toe with my massive, cishet male, abusive birth father over respecting & acknowledging trans people (obviously also including myself)

so don't you fucking dare try to insinuate i'm not doing my part/privileged. i've risked my short-stack, fem fucking ***LIFE*** OVER IT !!!!

my level of dysphoria (nowadays) entirely depends on how i am *treated* -- not how i physically look & feel anymore.

so in conclusion, the **WORLD** and its attitudes toward gender & sexuality need to change. not the people.

(CHANGEIFYOUWANTTOBUTFORREALDUDE,,I'MJUSTTRYINGTOLIVEHAPPILYJUSTLIKEYOU-)

but wtf do i know.

i'm just an autistic bitchboy (with a special interest in civics & history, mind you) who was born out in the middle of nowhere -- where supposedly, queer folk aren't supposed to even **EXIST**, let alone ones as peculiar & unique & educated as *me*.

don't y'all see that *i* won't ever see a time (while i'm alive) where i'm fully accepted as my true, authentic self EITHER...?

yet i still keep fighting for it. existing PUBLICLY (goofy pronouns pin + all) for it. because that's what **real** fucking revolutionaries do, you miserable ***losers***.

so yeah. fuck the cis-wannabe cowards.

i'm done being nice. </3

hell if i stared at him long enough, i could probably go without my glasses...

(/j)