Havent used this in abit but im genuely scared for tmr im worried my house will get damage or something will happen to me i habe a fear of storms and it triggers my ptsd and idk what to do…

So abit on my mind lately I’ve been feeling more isolated because i don’t have friends irl or really a space where i can escape my toxic family like yea im working on saving up to get myself an apartment i just..idk HOW to buy one idk how to adult at all let alone do taxes 1/2