Trying to relearn how to be me is freaking hard as I've masked for so damn long, trying not to make people angry

Now I'm trying to design new things for my art business and I'm constantly double thinking about it, what if this, what if that

Trying to break down those walls is damn difficult

I think many people just like to complain, people having tantrums over the tiniest thing has got worse year on year

He said he was going back to work (after an op) and was visiting France soon, so I'm hoping he's just super busy... Or away... But he used to say if he was vanishing for a bit... So I just don't know

There's no 'you' shaped hole in my life that you left, that you just slot back into.

I'm busy, I have new friends, I. Don't. Care.

Don't come at me all ranty about stuff expecting me to join in or wishing to talk deeply about mental health... Not the best way to get me to like you again...

Oh definitely, same here

Ah yes, it was metacam. He didn't have any symptoms last time he had it, so it probably will be fine for him. Im going to see how he is this coming month (as he's checked monthly) as it's warmer now

If he's still the same then I'll ask the vet for it next appointment

He has arthritis, currently he's on libella monthly which helps to an extent

I can't remember the pain meds they suggested from them but it's a liquid that has to be taken with food. He has had it before after operations but not long term

They suggested paracetamol for short term if required