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this evening is starlit.

alt account, dni.
i feel like my friendship with her just slowly faded away ever since we broke up... i could barely talk to her and it doesn't feel right. it feels close to non existent now and i hate it
August 11, 2025 at 12:11 PM
not this account too...

that fucking b ot can go fucking k*** themselves weird ass motherfucker
August 1, 2025 at 2:48 AM
i want to tell her i still love her but i know i'll just get hurt
July 24, 2025 at 5:31 AM
i still love you and i'n sorry for still feeling that way until now
July 22, 2025 at 7:38 PM
having to hold on to my feelings for her hurts lot
July 22, 2025 at 7:34 PM
i still love her hahaha i'm a fucking idiot
July 22, 2025 at 2:47 AM
i wish i wasn't a dumb fuck

i wish i wasn't an idiot

i wish i didn't fuck up

i wish my mental health didn't ruin anything

i still wish that i'm still in a relationship with her

i wish i didn't end up doing those mistakes
July 20, 2025 at 2:04 AM
i want to live forever in those lies

i still love her

its still her

its all her

and i don't want to admit it because it will ruin me if i do
July 20, 2025 at 2:02 AM
just had the worst fucking crashout so far holy fuck i feel so horrible
July 19, 2025 at 4:15 PM
pretending that i don't love her romantically anymore even though i still do hurts

i'm a fucking idiot
July 18, 2025 at 6:28 PM
i still love her but it feels so wrong now because she doesn't love me romantically anymore
July 17, 2025 at 3:09 PM
i'm really sorry that i'm apologizing too much for things that aren't even my fault
July 17, 2025 at 4:26 AM
apologizing for things that isn't even my fault i might be so fucking traumatized by everything that happened before
July 17, 2025 at 4:24 AM
i regret staying alive
July 15, 2025 at 3:50 AM
i don't even fucking know how to react to it
July 15, 2025 at 3:49 AM
i don't want this pain
July 15, 2025 at 3:49 AM
i feel so horrible
July 15, 2025 at 3:48 AM
i want to fucking kill myself so badly
July 15, 2025 at 3:47 AM
why
July 15, 2025 at 3:47 AM
i fucking hate myself so much
July 15, 2025 at 3:47 AM
congrats gowth xd

that was like within a span of 4 hours thats fucking crazy
July 9, 2025 at 9:32 PM
self inflicted torture (this is a cry for help)
July 9, 2025 at 9:25 PM
if ever i make a new identity out of nowhere you guys won't know about it, but there will be signs
July 9, 2025 at 8:28 PM
there really is no more fucking hope for me
July 9, 2025 at 4:40 PM
she ended up hurting me when she broke up with me yet here i am thinking that i would feel much better if she comforted me
July 9, 2025 at 4:40 PM