I Wish I Found Halo Public Multiplayer Fun This Sucks

This game whips it out this album also whips it out its lognes.bandcamp.com/album/neural...

Real ones know whats up

making a small quick vgm album after some (really bad) mental stuff happened to get back into the swing of being me
this is DR PADDLE'S CASTLE for DEATH PADDLE

We practice degenerate art in ways we dont even realize, im literally white and white supremacy runs so deep that this is a character I made to represent myself and i realize how much pain there really was behind making him 255 white and super simple and geometric and literally black and white

I MADE THIS AND THESE GAME CONCEPTS AND CHARACTERS I WAS TOO ASHAMED TO SHARE BECAUSE I DEEPLY RELATED TO TROUBLED CHARACTERS IN MEDIA
HES BASED ON THE POSTAL DUDE AND NAMED AFTER ROGER FROM AMERICAN DAD
I WANTED TO MAKE A MORE EFFEMINATE AND WEAK BODIED CHARACTER SO I COULD ACTUALLY RELATE TO IT

i drew this because i saw some kind of systemic fun in postal redux rampage and when i made this afterwards i felt. disturbed that i had actually just drew a depiction of a mass shooting.

WE NEED ART LIKE THIS BECAUSE IT MAKES TROUBLED PEOPLE ACTUALLY INTERROGATE THEIR OWN VIEWS.

i was just mindlessly making for fun it was my deep rooted passion
i never realized all the subtle symbolism i never even made it to hold; i never realized how my own art embodied religious concepts of delicate balance and how i had internalized systems of thought that never existed in my own mind