Maybe I'm the problem

This sickens me

Why is life so unfair

I thought i was happy

I'm not enough, will never be enough.

No matter how I shrugg those off bcs "we move on" on that fight, it's just wasn't enough

I thought, someone in my life understood me but no matter how upset I am, if it's not my fault, or even their fault. I will be in the end, ending up apologizing.

I don't like this, it's mentally straining and making me mentally unhealthy

I just feel like I'm the one who chases and all while the other one is pushing me away.

I'm tired already

I'm tired, I'll always be a mistake