I forgot I hate talking seriously on bsky because of the character limit

Idk I have the strongest urge to just never think about it again and go "yeah :) just complex ptsd and audhd :) Not looking at how this feels like it doesn't quite explain everything :)" sometimes bc this is weirdly difficult for me in the "god I can't tell if I'm exaggerating or not" way

Idk how the hell you even discern between what you feel like you are and like... not that when you dont really have that many feelings in the first place.

We ball I guess. Idk its very this explains some things and raises just as many questions. And a lot of advice when you lack internal communication is like "yeah write stuff down" and bro this shit feels so engineered to make you go ":/ But what if..."

I was already in denial about the possibility of complex ptsd years ago so you can imagine the hell that I am presently in