I am rather conflicted between supporting authoritarianism and its supporters or cutting myself off from social media during the reign of an authoritarian, both of which are bad for my mental state.

Yes, the triceratops muscle

I dont think I recover from this one. I some how managed to stumble into unemployment at the worst posible time. But until I do give up. Yeah the rage factor is dialed up

I'm sorry. I know you're going through it too and the world is a fuck. And I aoreciste you trying to help and i love you and your support. I'm just in a really dark place right now