Cleo?
squishwithfriends.bsky.social
Cleo?
@squishwithfriends.bsky.social
Wears diapers, 32, no minors interact please

Thinking about gender ig
0/10 roommate would not recommend
November 17, 2025 at 8:12 AM
Then I go and have to clean up/move a bunch of other shit in addition to cleaning the floor

I've even tried being passive aggressive and not cleaning or cleaning around shittons of garbage.. I had to concede after 3 weeks because they just don't care about the amount of dirt they're leaving around
November 17, 2025 at 8:11 AM
...but the remaining totes are still in the fucking kitchen a week later :^)

I wouldn't care if I didn't have to move all this shit every time I vacuumed but you kinda need to move things to clean under them and I've already had so many situations where I tell them about it and nothing happens...
November 17, 2025 at 8:09 AM
They don't even register it either?? I stressed concern about leaving their snake enclosure shit in the kitchen and like 4 or 5 small things are still there... after I said that they probably shouldn't be :^)

They also bought some totes to clear out closets and they did start that
November 17, 2025 at 8:05 AM
I guess you could argue they take care of the snakes they have but like... those are their own pets in their room??

They originally only had one, recently bought the other two so like they're adding their own workload and I just want them to stop leaving shit in the common areas
November 17, 2025 at 8:03 AM
I also am in charge of the bathroom but kind of gave up on any deep cleaning in there

The roommate I still like takes care of garbage and the one I like a lot less does ??? pays their portion of the bills and leaves garbage/clothes all over the house with their partner I guess
November 17, 2025 at 7:59 AM
And that my friends, does not make a loving relationship :')

I just wish I felt loved and had someone to hold...
November 17, 2025 at 7:53 AM
I just don't think there was a "win state"

They didn't like talking about their interests with me, or at least would talk themselves out of doing it

They refused to play most games with me because they were worried about slowing me down

all that's left is infrequent idle chatter and parallel play
November 17, 2025 at 7:51 AM
I kinda still love this one, although it's one that won't work out if we did get back together

Which kind of hurts as they're one I tried to actually make work but I was shut down

Once, before we broke up they wanted to cuddle and talked themselves out of it in front of me

I feel unlovable :/
November 17, 2025 at 7:47 AM
Don't get me wrong, the other person is nice

They just seem to be stressed from talking to me and I always feel like I've said something wrong even if it was something like making dinner plans where nothing bad happened

It definitely does wonders for my mental
November 17, 2025 at 7:40 AM
On the plus side, other than the whole apologizing for saying I love you to me thing the other one that live with me only gave me back my car as the check engine light came on and didn't offer to help fix it/offer support

Wait that's not good at all
November 17, 2025 at 7:34 AM
Either I tank my credit and leave or be miserable and stay until they decide to move

Legit a pick your poison from a person I genuinely thought I was gonna spend the rest of my life with

I suppose that's on me
November 17, 2025 at 7:31 AM
I think ultimately there's a trust there that was broken, probably by all sides since god knows no one wanted to confront me about their feelings until it was over lol :c

Really sucks that they decided to soul search or whatever after we got a mortgage so I'm stuck
November 17, 2025 at 7:26 AM
I probably should've been vocal about things near the end, art she got never involved me and her, only the others in the poly... I was clearly on the way out

I rarely drew our characters together doing stuff, but the others in the poly didn't either so I'm not certain that's an equivalent
November 17, 2025 at 7:23 AM
I think subconsciously I knew it wasn't a good relationship because I could not stand her teasing with more fetish/bedroom related stuff for some reason, felt like I was being attacked instead of cared for

Same things being said nowadays by other people and it makes me happy
November 17, 2025 at 7:19 AM
Although if this break up was her true colors I don't think this relationship would've been salvagable

I know I don't want to go back to her, thinking back she was basically my mom 2.0 lol

Had groups i couldn't interact with because she didn't like them, the limits said before
November 17, 2025 at 7:16 AM
Slowly coming out from under my rock, my later day shift really hurt my ability to interact with them and honestly tanked my mental lol

I think if I got this shift change earlier we'd still be together, I'm definitely more active now and willing to do things
November 17, 2025 at 7:13 AM
I could never gauge how the rest felt about me, suppose the answer now is "you exist"?

The one I still talk to regularly said "I seemed more human" when I couldn't figure out how to say a word

They meant it positively but I do wonder if my stoicism due to depression made me uninteractable
November 17, 2025 at 7:10 AM
Since it was the same one that they used before cheating then breaking up with me prior to the creation of the poly lmao

Suppose its on me for not being more assertive and stopping it? Maybe? No one in the poly liked to talk to me anyways so it'd probably turn out like this regardless
November 17, 2025 at 7:07 AM
Do think it's kind of funny that they forbid me to do certain things/get types of art with people because they saw it as sexual and a precursor to cheating on them since a past partner did that to them... then they basically cheated on me after I called them out on a phrase they used
November 17, 2025 at 7:03 AM
It ended up ruining ac for that person and honestly ruined my perception of the person that waited to tell them :/

They talk about how empathetic they are and all I see is incredibly surface level care, not that you need to care deeply about everything but I haven't seen anything past surface care
November 17, 2025 at 6:59 AM
Like the thing that really bothers me with the person that broke up the poly knew they were going to break up the rest of the poly but waited to tell one person until they came to ac to tell them in person

Which i guess "Oh in person is better" but like i knew for at least month ahead of time
November 17, 2025 at 6:53 AM