Maddi
@squishmaallow.bsky.social
Raise your hand if you've been personally victimized by the modern world. ✋
Punch n*zis and support your communities. 🏳️🌈
Punch n*zis and support your communities. 🏳️🌈
Im having a hard time.
Given everything else going on some of my problems are small. But now ice has targeted a couple people I know personally recently.
Its very frustrating cause I've been screaming about this into an apparent void for a while but very loudly for over a year now.
Given everything else going on some of my problems are small. But now ice has targeted a couple people I know personally recently.
Its very frustrating cause I've been screaming about this into an apparent void for a while but very loudly for over a year now.
December 10, 2025 at 8:22 PM
Im having a hard time.
Given everything else going on some of my problems are small. But now ice has targeted a couple people I know personally recently.
Its very frustrating cause I've been screaming about this into an apparent void for a while but very loudly for over a year now.
Given everything else going on some of my problems are small. But now ice has targeted a couple people I know personally recently.
Its very frustrating cause I've been screaming about this into an apparent void for a while but very loudly for over a year now.
I made this! *with dough my cousin made.
But he taught me and now im gonna make my own! Im a sourdough girlie now.
But he taught me and now im gonna make my own! Im a sourdough girlie now.
December 8, 2025 at 5:14 AM
I made this! *with dough my cousin made.
But he taught me and now im gonna make my own! Im a sourdough girlie now.
But he taught me and now im gonna make my own! Im a sourdough girlie now.
Really antsy today. Coming up on my cousins bday and it always makes my anxiety go wild. Not to mention holidays. Dog maybe needing surgery. Bills.
I need to clean my entire house. I need to run to the top of a hill and scream. I need to curl into a ball and cry since I didnt get any sleep.
I need to clean my entire house. I need to run to the top of a hill and scream. I need to curl into a ball and cry since I didnt get any sleep.
December 6, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Really antsy today. Coming up on my cousins bday and it always makes my anxiety go wild. Not to mention holidays. Dog maybe needing surgery. Bills.
I need to clean my entire house. I need to run to the top of a hill and scream. I need to curl into a ball and cry since I didnt get any sleep.
I need to clean my entire house. I need to run to the top of a hill and scream. I need to curl into a ball and cry since I didnt get any sleep.
Straight up struggling in this economy. Mentally and financially.
And now my dog has a new lump and im panicking. I really cant handle that hit right now. Going to the vet hoping its not something serious.
And now my dog has a new lump and im panicking. I really cant handle that hit right now. Going to the vet hoping its not something serious.
December 5, 2025 at 3:43 AM
Straight up struggling in this economy. Mentally and financially.
And now my dog has a new lump and im panicking. I really cant handle that hit right now. Going to the vet hoping its not something serious.
And now my dog has a new lump and im panicking. I really cant handle that hit right now. Going to the vet hoping its not something serious.
Occasionally I dress up and have a face.
December 3, 2025 at 3:18 AM
Occasionally I dress up and have a face.
He fell asleep like this. Lmaooo. For like a couple minutes. He woke up when I got up.
November 28, 2025 at 5:20 AM
He fell asleep like this. Lmaooo. For like a couple minutes. He woke up when I got up.
Me to my dad: we will see how i feel later. Im dying you know. [A joke]
Him: okay well die quietly.
🤣
Him: okay well die quietly.
🤣
November 24, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Me to my dad: we will see how i feel later. Im dying you know. [A joke]
Him: okay well die quietly.
🤣
Him: okay well die quietly.
🤣
Therapy is great. I say it all the time. I need it. Lots of others should do it.
I dont care how obnoxious it seems to talk about, im gonna keep doing it. Break the stigma.
I dont care how obnoxious it seems to talk about, im gonna keep doing it. Break the stigma.
November 24, 2025 at 4:26 PM
Therapy is great. I say it all the time. I need it. Lots of others should do it.
I dont care how obnoxious it seems to talk about, im gonna keep doing it. Break the stigma.
I dont care how obnoxious it seems to talk about, im gonna keep doing it. Break the stigma.
It's crazy how people can be far away and not an active part of yojr life for extended periods. But that's practically your family. Their kids know you as family and you see them and its like no time has passed. I literally have known them my entire life.
November 22, 2025 at 11:14 PM
It's crazy how people can be far away and not an active part of yojr life for extended periods. But that's practically your family. Their kids know you as family and you see them and its like no time has passed. I literally have known them my entire life.
I have a borderline unhealthy obsession with pesto.
Its becoming a problem.
Send help.
Maybe.
Its becoming a problem.
Send help.
Maybe.
November 14, 2025 at 6:57 PM
I have a borderline unhealthy obsession with pesto.
Its becoming a problem.
Send help.
Maybe.
Its becoming a problem.
Send help.
Maybe.
I have spent too much time socializing and my anxiety is at a record high. My tolerance has been better recently, but I did two days of heavy socializing and in one instance was hit on which drains me a lot. So I think im done for at least 4-10 days. Lol.
No big events. Only my people I can handle.
No big events. Only my people I can handle.
November 10, 2025 at 12:43 AM
I have spent too much time socializing and my anxiety is at a record high. My tolerance has been better recently, but I did two days of heavy socializing and in one instance was hit on which drains me a lot. So I think im done for at least 4-10 days. Lol.
No big events. Only my people I can handle.
No big events. Only my people I can handle.
Dressing up for tonight to go to a casual dinner with my friend because I wanna feel cute. And dressing out of my comfort zone cause I feel confident today.
November 6, 2025 at 2:17 AM
Dressing up for tonight to go to a casual dinner with my friend because I wanna feel cute. And dressing out of my comfort zone cause I feel confident today.
Hawaiian food just hits.
November 1, 2025 at 11:06 PM
Hawaiian food just hits.
Low effort corporation Halloween.
October 31, 2025 at 11:07 PM
Low effort corporation Halloween.
Being allergic to over the counter pain meds is one of the trials of life I guess. Acetaminophen gives me a rash. Excedrin gives me hives.
Ibuprofen makes me ill but its the least offensive but if I take over 200mg I get pretty debilitating sick.
And yet my migraine dont give a fuck.
Ibuprofen makes me ill but its the least offensive but if I take over 200mg I get pretty debilitating sick.
And yet my migraine dont give a fuck.
October 29, 2025 at 11:00 PM
Being allergic to over the counter pain meds is one of the trials of life I guess. Acetaminophen gives me a rash. Excedrin gives me hives.
Ibuprofen makes me ill but its the least offensive but if I take over 200mg I get pretty debilitating sick.
And yet my migraine dont give a fuck.
Ibuprofen makes me ill but its the least offensive but if I take over 200mg I get pretty debilitating sick.
And yet my migraine dont give a fuck.
We gotta look out for each other. The government doesnt care about us. The police dont care about us.
I feel safe going alone to certain shows alone because they know this. Shoutout to the pit and the guys that walked me to my car after the show. 🥰
I feel safe going alone to certain shows alone because they know this. Shoutout to the pit and the guys that walked me to my car after the show. 🥰
October 22, 2025 at 4:23 PM
We gotta look out for each other. The government doesnt care about us. The police dont care about us.
I feel safe going alone to certain shows alone because they know this. Shoutout to the pit and the guys that walked me to my car after the show. 🥰
I feel safe going alone to certain shows alone because they know this. Shoutout to the pit and the guys that walked me to my car after the show. 🥰
Sleep? What's that who's she?
October 20, 2025 at 10:04 AM
Sleep? What's that who's she?
I wanna go and watch them again.
October 12, 2025 at 2:58 PM
I wanna go and watch them again.
Nothing is better than the vibes of a band that clearly loves what they do, make good music, and are about the culture of their music.
I wont get over seeing them live. I wanna see them again.
I wont get over seeing them live. I wanna see them again.
October 9, 2025 at 4:51 AM
Nothing is better than the vibes of a band that clearly loves what they do, make good music, and are about the culture of their music.
I wont get over seeing them live. I wanna see them again.
I wont get over seeing them live. I wanna see them again.
Post concert depression. I miss the pit. I miss the vibes. Especially from the punk group we saw. Ive had some bad metal experiences, rare but it happens, but punk is my first love.
I was on a natural high after that show and im addicted.
I was on a natural high after that show and im addicted.
October 6, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Post concert depression. I miss the pit. I miss the vibes. Especially from the punk group we saw. Ive had some bad metal experiences, rare but it happens, but punk is my first love.
I was on a natural high after that show and im addicted.
I was on a natural high after that show and im addicted.
Im not ready to burn the bridge, but I know i am not going to let hating you consume me.
One of the most dangerous things you can be to me is someone I dont care about. One way or another. I genuinely now do feel like I just dont care and its freed me.
One of the most dangerous things you can be to me is someone I dont care about. One way or another. I genuinely now do feel like I just dont care and its freed me.
October 3, 2025 at 7:04 PM
Im not ready to burn the bridge, but I know i am not going to let hating you consume me.
One of the most dangerous things you can be to me is someone I dont care about. One way or another. I genuinely now do feel like I just dont care and its freed me.
One of the most dangerous things you can be to me is someone I dont care about. One way or another. I genuinely now do feel like I just dont care and its freed me.
Sweethearts an excellent movie. Firstly Caleb Hearon is everything.
Second that two main characters, perfect. No notes.
Second that two main characters, perfect. No notes.
September 27, 2025 at 4:19 PM
Sweethearts an excellent movie. Firstly Caleb Hearon is everything.
Second that two main characters, perfect. No notes.
Second that two main characters, perfect. No notes.
"OH sorry this is gross."
Babe. I grew up with crust punks and work in Healthcare.This isnt even on the same plane as gross.
I can handle a lot.
Babe. I grew up with crust punks and work in Healthcare.This isnt even on the same plane as gross.
I can handle a lot.
September 24, 2025 at 8:59 PM
"OH sorry this is gross."
Babe. I grew up with crust punks and work in Healthcare.This isnt even on the same plane as gross.
I can handle a lot.
Babe. I grew up with crust punks and work in Healthcare.This isnt even on the same plane as gross.
I can handle a lot.
To many people makeup changes their face and makes them feel confident. For me. Its my earnings.
I always had an earing for thr occasion. When my peircings closed a few years ago I was too depressed to even fix it. Now I have and getting back to wearing them. Matching to my outfit.
Its nice
I always had an earing for thr occasion. When my peircings closed a few years ago I was too depressed to even fix it. Now I have and getting back to wearing them. Matching to my outfit.
Its nice
September 15, 2025 at 10:22 PM
To many people makeup changes their face and makes them feel confident. For me. Its my earnings.
I always had an earing for thr occasion. When my peircings closed a few years ago I was too depressed to even fix it. Now I have and getting back to wearing them. Matching to my outfit.
Its nice
I always had an earing for thr occasion. When my peircings closed a few years ago I was too depressed to even fix it. Now I have and getting back to wearing them. Matching to my outfit.
Its nice