the autistic experience + the realisation that nothing will change

doechii has taken over my entire brain

another year, another "thank fuck i don't work in hospitality anymore"

I'm so glad I left twitter like a million years ago

growing up as me means realising every day how much I can't understand people no matter how hard I try. I'm glad that I've found people like me but I also wish more people would try to understand me the way I try for them. this goes for work and family but also the world overall.

last post inspired by seeing a photo on here from NASA and then seeing people in the comments calling it out for being AI because the photo is also on wikipedia

I've been really into the middle ages recently and though I know I would be absolutely miserable if I was thrown back to that time, some peace and quiet and no option of using technology would be lovely.

I was perceived on more than one occasion and this pic was thrown TO ME!

barrier for the first time in a long time ✨️

I'm seeing vampire weekend for the first time tonight and it feels so strange. I still remember the first time I heard their music and I was immediately hooked. it feels like I'm going to see some old friends, which feels silly to say, but they've just always been there.

life is weird because I want to make things and be active on The Internet but also any time I'm perceived I got back into my goblin hole and don't come out until I make a new profile that doesn't have any followers :) hehe

here is an avocado plant I'm growing. my friend gave me a ready-to-grow pit inside a ziploc bag that i put on the windowsill and didn't look at for 3 months. it had the swirly stem when I got it out 😌 she's thriving 😌