I justify it every day when I think of it. when I sh like that. they'd be fine. everyone would be fine. no one would miss me. I just cause issues. everyone is happier elsewhere and it's ok. I just wish I could go through with it.

6 RESETS I WAS STRESSED CUZ IT WAS THREATENING TO SWAP TO NIGHT AND THAT REFRESHES ALPHA SPAWNS

did the same thing. and a few I signed cuz anxiety to say no. but then it dawned on me that when my sibling passed and ppl here knew cuz I mentioned it, no one did anything for me like they've been doing for others. and I'm not saying anyone owes me anything or whatever it's just that they don't.

excuse me I am a Friend so where are my free emotes

but really idk. all I want is someone else to talk to. someone else who cares enough to talk to me past just basic shit. I know I feel like I can't talk to anyone anymore other than this single person. and I know (?) most ppl just don't have an interest in me. cuz no one says anything to me when if-

didn't realize you were on Gideon's last night