Sounds like something someone in the ccp would say….

YAAAAAAAAYYY

That I have changed, I’m better because of them, even after leaving my life they’re still helping me improve and along with them and others Iv loved I hope to one day make them proud in some way, this year is my most passionate yet for change and betterment in my life and I’ll make sure it happens.

I have different friends now, and the close ones Iv detailed my past and explained everything and I still hold a grudge against myself for my actions but they’ve been a great help in helping me move on, so has therapy, I wish in some way I could give them something to show and credit to them (7/?)

Nothing can ever be the same, I can’t undo what I had done, I can’t take back years of pain and struggle, I don’t wanna deny the fun we had at times but I also can never and will never deny the harm I caused them either, but because of them I can at least now say I’m making efforts to be better(6/?)

After they left me, at the very minimum I wish they knew the significance of who they were in my life or I could somehow astral project it into their head to keep away from them, it’s only after you lose them that you realize what they were and what they meant to you yk? And I know now (5/?)

Since then Iv just written apology after apology alone in my notes, tbh it’s the best thing that could have ever happened to me (not any of the abuse I did to be clear) but more so the realization and reflection and sudden desire and efforts to get help and change as a person only came from (4/?)

Any real or meaningful apology I could give them and kept being a petty sneaky ass, now all I can really do is write it in my notes or over explain to my current friends about it, my family didn’t think I did anything wrong when it did happen but as time went on I could only reflect on events (3/?)

Urge to check on them in some way, all of last year was a wake up call on my end about my behavior as a person and who I was going to be when I grew up finally and honestly losing one of my last friends that year really kickstarted that for me, the sucky part is I blew any chance of (2/?)

Pets? :0

Thought it said pet for a second lmfaooo

Why are we footing the government bill