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Chee @spottyc.at · Oct 27
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Personal thoughts here that won't make it to the other account.
I'm alone in bed and I don't like it.
December 26, 2025 at 1:11 AM
Alone for the holidays. Feels weird.
December 23, 2025 at 1:32 PM
Just about got my act together today. Deep breaths.
December 21, 2025 at 12:05 AM
Being ignored hits harder the more people do it.
December 20, 2025 at 9:36 AM
Everything's so bleak, I hate it.
December 19, 2025 at 6:44 AM
That feeling of constantly feeling alone and by the sidelines just won't go away. I don't want to deal with this.
December 15, 2025 at 10:56 PM
No more contact, then. Probably for the best, but... still, shitty feeling.
December 13, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Ouch.
December 7, 2025 at 10:37 PM
Meh, mind always goes to extra dark places when I get sick.
December 5, 2025 at 8:15 PM
Awake at 5, too alone
December 4, 2025 at 3:58 AM
Cuddles with dog who enthusiastically nudges you back when you stop = good
December 1, 2025 at 12:25 PM
I'd go crazy without my friends, so of course I feel guilty for wanting more company than what I'm getting.
November 27, 2025 at 6:21 PM
I'm not much of a winter person, so the thought of just chilling with someone in the soft breeze of a summer night while watching the stars and listening to the crickets chirp while cuddling on a blanket makes me want to be on the other hemisphere of the globe right now.
November 26, 2025 at 6:24 PM
Longing.
November 25, 2025 at 11:47 PM
If only I felt less stupid asking friends if they want to "get art together".

Doesn't even have to be porn, duh. I am very much in the mood for cuddles right now.

But also porn, don't get me wrong. But cuddles, too.
November 25, 2025 at 4:09 PM
It's snowing outside and it's cold and quiet and extra cosy and here I am STILL with nobody to cuddle with :|
November 24, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Maybe 2026 I'll finally get off my butt and get that tattoo I've been wanting for so long...
November 23, 2025 at 5:41 PM
Good feels.
November 22, 2025 at 10:56 PM
The "right time" truly never comes, eh.
November 20, 2025 at 7:01 PM
When I got a huge bed I wasn't really expecting it to be "full" anytime soon, but it's cold and miserable outside and I just want to cuddle.
November 20, 2025 at 9:49 AM
Hngh, feels.
November 19, 2025 at 10:29 PM
ngl, kind of jealous of all these cuddling people around 😔
November 15, 2025 at 8:56 PM
💕
November 14, 2025 at 10:04 PM